confessions of a buddha-chick

by Ama Zhu Zhu

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azzhu #1 

 

You used to take me while I

stood there washing - from behind.

What is it with men? Ironing, or dishes

and they're suddenly "hands on"

my breasts

my belly

bending my neck

from behind.

  

If I'd meant "no"

I'd have left you.

 

 


 

azzhu #2 

 

Where are the poems you promised me

for each curve of my spine

each nod

each pause at either end of sliding

now

 

 


 

azzhu #3 

 

For God so loved that man

He bent me like a wishbone

 

Like that first night with Saul

We were never more than 20 years apart

 

 


 

azzhu #4 

 

Remember the prayers we said

along old Avenue des Anges?

I lied that night. I wanted God

and slept with you instead.

 

 


 

azzhu #5 

 

I remember the first time I took you in

you said I had your mother's hands

for me it was my father's touch

again

 

 


 

azzhu #6 

 

unavailable: under revision

 


 

azzhu #7 

 

absent

I hear you chanting

my names

 

"I'm 'a love you with the back of my hand

baby love you with the back of my hand

gonna..."

 

fade to grief

 

 


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Sites that inspire me:

Java Fridge Poetry

poets4peace

small reflections

 


 

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