Disclaimers: I do not own Weiss Kreuz or any of its characters. If

you see this fic and want to sue me the only thing you will get will

be my anime collection, cuz I have no money :)

Author: Max Ikari

Pairings: Yohji/Aya, Schuldich/Aya

Warnings: NC-17, Lemon, non-consensual sex, violence, adult language,

etc.

[] Inner thoughts

/Mind talking/

The Devil's Own

Chapter 5

"You can't be serious Aya?" asked Yohji expecting Aya to just say he

was joking and say he loved him, however that did not happen.

"I have to go Yohji," said Aya quietly sitting down at the edge of

the bed staring at his hands, he was frowning. It seemed that Aya

was seeing something that was invisible to Yohji, something he

couldn't help him with, " I have been thinking of this for a long

time, but.

Yohji waited for him to finish but when he did not he asked," but?"

"But, I thought I should stay for my sister but she is gone, she's

been gone for a long time and it is time I got on with my life."

It was then that Yohji noted that Aya did not have his sister's

earring on anymore. As if reading Yohji's thoughts, Aya lifted his

fingers to his ear rubbing the ear were the earring should have

been. Yohji just continued to stare at Aya quietly not wanting to

say anything that would make Aya close himself again.

Abruptly Aya stood up from the bed and started pacing around the room

as if he was deciding something, fighting with himself over

something. He finally turned to Yohji and he looked scared.

"Aya what's wrong?" asked Yohji concerned, he got up from the bed and

embraced Aya. Aya clung to him like a drowning man, as if holding

Yohji was his only way of escape.

"I don't even know myself, just, just stay with me. Please" murmured

Aya into Yohji's chest.

"Sure Aya I will stay here, calm down," whispered Yohji into Aya's

fiery hair. He rubbed little circles in Aya's back to comfort him,

give him his strength. Yohji moved them to the bed and cupped Aya's

body with his own. He whispered quiet assurances to the red head and

soon they both fell asleep. The next morning a ray of sunlight

coming through the window awaked Yohji. He was at a loss as to where

he was and just stared dumbfounded at his surroundings. He then

realized the light was not coming through his window, memories of the

previous night came flooding back making him scan the room for any

sign of the red head. However, he noticed that Aya was gone.

Aya felt bad that he had to leave Weiss under the cover of night but

he never said he was good at goodbyes. The chill of the night air

had hit him in the face while he carried his katana and a few of his

belongings, most of the mementos of his sister. He had spent most of

the afternoon the previous day searching for things to take with him

and came to the conclusion that he had a lot of things that were

unnecessary. He had simply taken his katana and some changes of

clothes and left. The previous day he had changed his accounts to an

offshore account and basically disappeared. Aya had made sure that

Omi could not track him, he did not want his teammates to see how far

he had fallen. How he had betrayed them by sleeping and now joining

the enemy.

When he had come out of their building Schuldich had been waiting for

him at the street corner. Aya had not asked how the telepath knew he

was leaving that night but Aya was sure that Schuldich knew he had

slept with Yohji because he asked him about Yohji when he entered

Schuldich's red convertible car. They had arrived at Schuldich's

apartment and Schuldich had pointed out his room, which was

comfortably furnished, however, Aya didn't like the feel of it. The

room made him feel as if he was Schuldich's mistress, though that

wasn't such a farfetched idea. When Schuldich left him to go to bed,

Aya had curled up into a fetal position and cried quietly. He felt

rotten but what was done was done, he would continue to live as he

had all those years after his sister was in a come. He would just

keep everything in and it would eventually fade away if it didn't

drive him insane first. Weiss was no longer his life, Yohji was no

longer the person he wanted. He was Schwartz and Schuldich was his

lover and even though he didn't like it, this is the punishment he

must pay.

Yohji knew that Aya was gone the minute he checked Aya's things and

noticed that a stuffed bear that Aya kept as a memory of his sister

was gone. Yohji sat in silence at the kitchen table with a coffee

mug between his hands. He stared at the mug thinking and hating

himself for thinking about Aya. He loved Aya he know knew it.

Yesterday that they had made love he was sure Aya felt something for

him, however, Aya would never be one to admit it. Aya felt himself

unworthy of love, of compassion, of the touch of another human

being. Nonetheless, that wasn't what bothered Yohji the most, what

bothered him was Aya's state of mind, he had cried last night between

Yohji's arms. He believed Yohji asleep and had cried quietly.

Yohji's heart broke when he felt Aya's tears wet his chest but he had

feigned sleep for fear that Aya would retreat again, and he had, he

had left them, him. The sound of voices brought him back from his

reverie.

"Hey Yohji," said Ken smiling, "Where's Aya? Is he drunk again?"

Yohji raised his eyes and met Ken's levelly. Ken's smile faded and

he dropped the soccer ball he had been carrying under his arm. The

brunette looked flushed more possibly because he ran back. His hair

was tousled and he looked healthy when compared to Yohji's present

appearance.

"What's wrong?" asked Ken quietly, afraid to ask, "He-Aya didn't hurt

himself did he?"

Yohji's eyes widened at the question and he smiled weakly," No-no

nothing like that, its."

"Then what is it?! You are driving me crazy by making me wait!"

snapped Ken who was never one with much patience.

"Aya left Weiss, he told me yesterday that he was thinking of

leaving and he later left," said Yohji looking at the now cold

coffee in his hands.

"He what?" asked Ken quietly.

"He left, he is gone, hasta la vista baby, and all that crap," said

Yohji sarcastically while he lifted his hand to rub the tiredness out

of his eyes.

"How? Why? " was all Ken could think to ask, it was not possible that

Aya had snapped and decided to leave? However, a deeper part of him

knew it would only be a matter of time before Aya would have decide

to leave taking into account that he no longer had a sister to pay

bills for. However, Ken did care for that baka even though half of

the time they were at each other's throats.

" Is-do you know if he is coming back?" asked Ken again because Yohji

seemed confused by his earlier questions.

"I have no idea Ken-ken, but I will sure miss that idiot. Hopefully

he will come back to us when he resolves what troubles him," said

Yohji weakly.

"Yeah, hopefully," breathed Ken and he got up to get a cup of coffee

which all of a sudden sounded good.

A knock at his door woke him up from the dream he was having, his

parents and Aya-chan had gone out to a picnic with him. They were

having fun as If the hell that later became his life had never

occurred. There was another knock followed by a voice," Aya can I

come in?"

"Y-yes," said Aya with some difficulty since his mouth and throat

were so dry.

Schuldich entered with a grin in his features, he looked at Aya and

rolled his eyes sitting at the bed.

"It is not that bad, at least you are not dead but seeing that is you

we are discussing you would prefer it," said Schuldich smiling.

Aya rolled in his bed giving his back to Schuldich and closing his

eyes hoping Schuldich would just leave him alone.

"I can't leave you know that, besides Brad wants to see you today, so

get up sleeping beauty," said Schuldich putting a hand in Aya's

shoulder. At the touch Aya flinched as if burned, however, Schuldich

still left his hand as if to prove that it belonged there. Aya

turned to look at him and stared at Schuldich. His cold stare should

have given Schuldich a clue but the latter seemed determined to play

dumb.

"Here I brought you some water, " said Schuldich placing the glass in

the table beside the bed, " get up and get dressed we leave in an

hour ok?" Aya took the glass and drank all of it before returning to

his previous position.

" I guess you don't want to see Brad today, I will call him to tell

him you are sick or something, get some rest Aya," said Schuldich and

placed a small kiss on Aya lips before walking out and shutting the

door. Aya shifted and went to sleep.

The next day Aya woke up sweating form a nightmare he had been having

before he woke up. The nightmare had been about the accident that

had ultimately killed his sister Aya-chan. He got out of the bed and

noticed he still had the clothes he had worn the day before. He must

have fallen asleep while he was thinking about what he had done. Now

he was beginning to question whether he made the right decision by

leaving Weiss. Even though he did not want to admit it, he already

missed his teammates Aya wished he hadn't left but deep down he knew

it was for the best. He also wondered how Schwarz expected him to be

loyal to them, it was quite incredible that they trusted him this

quickly but he soon scratched that out knowing that being Schwartz

there was a catch to keep him in line.

"Damn it" breathed Aya as he passed a hand through his hair. His

bangs constantly fell into his face making him more exasperated with

himself, and to boot it all today he had a meeting with Crawford.

Life couldn't get more interested than this. A slight knock at his

door made him jump slightly only to reveal Schuldich at his door.

"Good morning sweetheart," grinned Schuldich who was carrying a tray

with coffee and some rice cakes. Aya's confusion must have shown in

his face because Schuldich raised a finely sculptured eyebrow at him

before placing the tray in the table in front of him saying," Brad

told me you needed it."

Aya looked at the tray a second before deciding he wasn't hungry and

that maybe it was poisoned, it almost made him laugh.

" It is not poisoned, besides if I were to poison you I couldn't fuck

that nice ass of yours anymore," said Schuldich giving Aya a feral

grin. A grin that gave Aya a slight idea about what the red head was

thinking.

" Do you know how sexy you look in the morning?" asked Schuldich

coming close to encircle Aya waist and pull him close, " Makes me

want you right now,"

"Schuldich, stop." said Aya turning his face away from Schuldich.

" Are you afraid of loving me?" asked Schuldich into Aya's ear. The

redhead could feel the German's hot breath tickle his ear and throat.

Aya had to swallow the lump in his throat before answering, " I am

afraid of a lot of things."

" No you are just afraid of me," said Schuldich and he started to

kiss Aya's throat. Aya could now feel the growing arousal of the

German it scared him that he wanted this and hated it just the same.

He was confused about his feelings and didn't quite know how to deal

with them.

" Just let yourself go," said Schuldich and he placed his lips on top

of Aya's with an almost desperation. Aya felt himself starting to

respond with the same amount of fervor wanting to lose himself in the

nightmare that had become his life.

" I almost went crazy this days that I couldn't touch you," purred

Schuldich unbuttoning Aya's shirt and lowering his head to take one

nipple into his mouth. Aya closed his eyes at the sensation digging

his nails into Schuldich's shoulders.

" Schuldich please stop." said Aya trying to push the German of him.

Schuldich stopped and looked at him. Aya could feel the heat from

his gaze, he could see the lust and hunger of the other but he didn't

want Schuldich, he wanted to be left alone so he could drive himself

insane and eventually have the guts to end it all.

" You remember I can hear your thoughts," said Schuldich raising a

hand to cup Aya's face.

" I know," said Aya closing his eyes.

" I won't let you, I won't give you any time to contemplate it,"

purred Schuldich before releasing Aya and getting a hold of

himself, " I will let you go now but tonight I won't be so nice. Get

dressed so you can go see our fearless leader." Planting a small

kiss on Aya's lips he left the room.

Aya stood there in the room dazed and confused about Schuldich, his

body wanted the German so much but his heart and mind wanted someone

else but given the present circumstances it would now be impossible.

Yohji didn't know where he had gone and if he ever found out Aya

couldn't make himself imagine the disgust that would shine through

those verdant eyes. Eyes that held more than simple lust for him,

and he had rejected it. Aya didn't want to need anyone. He had

needed his sister but she had left him, she was now in peace with his

parents while he still alive lived to pay fro all the sins committed

in her name. A name he had cherished so much he adopted, a name that

made him lose his own sense of individuality making him a shell for

her, making him a cold-heartless person unable to love or smile. The

name made him a zombie of his former self a dead person living among

the living. Aya started to undress and entered the bathroom that

was in his room turning on the showerhead and walking into it. He

put the water at its hottest temperature to rid himself of all the

dirty feelings he had. He could feel the hot water beating on his

shoulders relieving his sore muscles. Reluctantly he stepped out of

the shower. Looking at himself on the mirror he noticed the freshly

scrubbed look he had which enhanced the purple in his eyes.

He put on some blue jeans and a black turtleneck and walked out of

his room to meet his new "leader."

" Well it is nice to see you again Ran," said Schuldich smiling at

him from the bottom of the stairs. Crawford was in the living room

reading a newspaper and he looked up at the mention of Aya. Aya

looked slightly unnerved by the mention of his real name from the

Germans lips.

"Ran, lets go to my study," said Crawford getting up and expecting

Aya to follow. When Aya entered the study Crawford closed the door

and motioned him to sit down.

"Ran is the name you will use from now on, your sister is dead and

your vengeance complete which makes it unnecessary for you to use the

name. I know you are feeling uncomfortable at being here but I guess

Schuldich managed to convince you." Said Crawford peering at Ran from

the top of his glasses.

Ran returned the cold gaze and said nothing. Crawford continued, "

You know I can see the future and I now what will happen but you do

not, so I will saw that I shall enjoy the ride and so will you."

Finally Ran spoke, " What will happen?"

Crawford smiled coldly and said, " You will know when it happens.

Now that that is out of the way we have a mission in two days,

Schuldich will fill you in on that. You may want to use another kind

of gear you used with Weiss and you shall be provided a gun, if you

want to continue using the katana it is up to you but you will still

carry the gun on missions, Ok?"

Ran nodded saying nothing.

"Now about Weiss I know you shall not betray us since you are now a

traitor and you will not be required to fight them, however, you are

Schwartz now and as one you have certain obligations and that is to

prevent Weiss from interfering with our missions. Is that

understood?" asked Crawford.

"Yes," answered Ran coldly. Crawford smiled at this and said, "You

are dismissed, ask Schuldich for the files and don't anger any of

your teammates since the only one used to you is Schuldich."

Ran stared at Crawford after this and then got up to leave the room.

Before leaving he looked back at Crawford and noticed the smirk

playing on the latter's lips.

Walking out of the room Aya had his head hung down thinking about

what had just happened when he came chest to chest with Schuldich.

Startled Aya raised his head to see the German eyeing him with

amusement.

"Not happy about what you heard?" asked the German grinning.

Aya glared at him and pushed him out of the way to climb to his room

shutting the door after him but now hearing the click. He turned

frustrated to shut it closed when he saw that Schuldich was leaning

against his door.

" Gods won't you leave me alone," asked Aya racking a hand through

his hair.

"No besides you look sexy when you are angry," purred Schuldich

sitting on his bed.

" Get out, I can't stand you always talking to me like that," said

Aya glaring at Schuldich angrily.

"Do you now that you get flushed just like when I am fucking you when

you are angry?" asked Schuldich teasingly.

Aya walked towards Schuldich and slapped him hard. Schuldich looked

up at Aya shocked putting a hand to his cheek.

"Don't---ever talk to me like I am some cheap whore," hissed Aya

glaring at Schuldich.

Schuldich smiled at Aya and said," Oh I know you are not a cheap

whore because I don't fuck whores."

Aya grabbed his jacket and was going to leave the room when Schuldich

grabbed his wrist and said," I am supposed to tell you about our

mission. Besides you owe me for hitting me."

"I thought you would have seen that coming," said Aya sarcastically.

" I am a mind reader I don't see the future, thus if you don't think

about it I don' see it coming," said Schuldich.

" Let go Schuldich," said Aya [I am going crazy in here]

/You need to relax honey you are going to get wrinkled young with all

those frowns/

"Stay out of my head," snapped Aya trying to free his wrist from

Schuldich's hold.

/You don't listen to me unless I do, besides I want you right now/

Aya unconsciously let his gaze travel to Schuldich's pants feeling

his face heat at seeing Schuldich's arousal.

Schuldich slammed his lips against Aya's prying his lips open with

his tongue and making love to the red-head's mouth. A moan escaped

Aya's throat when Schuldich started rubbing his erection against Aya,

which was resulting in arousing the redhead.

" So lets take this to a more comfortable place," said Schuldich

pulling Aya own on the bad and straddling him.

" Schuldich." breathed Aya into the German's chest while the latter

was in the process of removing Aya's pants.

" I am not going to be nice with you anymore, you are mine now you

understand?" said Schuldich impaling himself into Aya. Aya digged

his nails into the German's shoulders and bit his lip down to prevent

himself from screaming. It felt like Schuldich was tearing him in

two until Schuldich hit his sweet spot and Aya cried out in pleasure

unable to contain it.

/You are mine, mind and body, you are only to love me and want me/

/I can't no/

/I am not asking you, I am going to do it, from now on your world

will revolve around me/

/I don't love you/

/You will/

Aya cried out in release clenching his body making Schuldich groan

and move his hips faster trying to reach his own peak. Schuldich

groaned as he reached his own climax falling on top of Aya. He

removed his limp member out of Aya making Aya hiss in pain.

" How did you like that/" said Schuldich smiling while putting on

his clothes.

Aya turned from Schuldich bringing his legs up to his chest.

/It is not that bad, besides now I can fuck you whenever I want/

Aya said nothing just closed his eyes and tried to swallow the lump

in his throat.

" See you later sweetie," said Schuldich before walking out of the

room

Coming down Aya's room Schuldich saw that Crawford was waiting fro

him.

" How is your little play toy coming? " asked the American

"Nicely," said Schuldich licking his lips suggestively

" Just keep it that way, I don't want him out of control," said

Crawford turning on his heel and going to his study.

/Don't worry Brad by the time I am done with him, he won't know what

to believe/

TBC

Max