I hate him
Yohji stared at the envelope
on the kitchen table. ‘Rent’ was written on it briskly, simply,
in a bold thick pen. The envelope was thick and heavier then one would expect
from a regular
office letter. It had not been sealed shut, but the fold tucked in. Yohji opened
it up and did a quick
count of the bills in the envelope.
"Shit," he hissed, his eyebrows scrunching together. He was getting
so sick of Aya fucking
Fujimiya’s whole little deal with money now. There was 100,000 yen snuggled
into the envelope
in a strange assortment of crisp, larger bills and more wrinkled small bills.
One had been taped
together. Yohji considering flinging the money away just to show Aya who needed
his money, but
then clenched a fist and put the envelope back on the kitchen table, set up
against the vase of
flowers, exactly where it had been before.
This was going to have to stop. WeiB had ended, nearly half a year ago. They
had no
longer gotten any videotapes or assignments or visits from anyone in Kritiker.
They might have
well of died for all the contact they got. Ken went off for a week, obviously
trying to separate
himself from the past life of assassination. He came back though, but with a
job as a soccer coach
for the local children on sundays. For the rest of the week, he just worked
in the flower shop, not
mentioning the fact that he once tore open throats with his bagnunks.
Omi had registered into the local high school and was now sweating out final
exams. He
still worked in the flower shop half-time and was the bright, bouncing genki
kid as ever, minus a
few needles. Especially bright when Yohji wanted nothing more to sleep in. He
was at school at
the moment as well, leaving before Yohji had gotten up. About three hours before.
Yohji himself hadn’t even thought for a second about trying to get away and
starting a
new life. The flower shop and the upstairs apartment was pretty much his home
now. You
couldn’t get away from it. He just was too bitter to go anywhere else, too jaded.
He had seen too
much to sit there in a cubicle. He’d start remembering things, things that shouldn’t
be remembered
by assassins.
There was something just holding them all there. Maybe it was the fact that
they all had
killed together. Maybe that they had shared some of the inner angst and turmoil
resting inside
their hearts and with each other had found someone who was able to understand.
Maybe they all
really wanted to be florists.
Yohji snorted at that, crossing his arms as he leaned against the refrigerator.
His gaze
dropped to that damn envelope and of course, he began to think about Mr. Icicle-up-the-ass.
Aya’s sister had awakened from her coma and had entered school. She was going
to transfer to
Europe in a semester and go to some nursing school. Trying to get those little
details about
‘which county’ and ‘what school’ out of Aya would be like tearing back your
own nails. They all
had thought that with Aya-chan alive and well and so full of energy, Aya might
have returned to
Ran and maybe become, oh, social or something.
Instead, Aya had gone even further away from socializing, even more so when
the only
thing he said all day was ‘die’ and goes about killing people. Not a way to
make good, everlasting
friends. He was mysteriously disappearing at night, and no one saw him during
the day except for
the occasional glimpse of him leaving his room and going to the bathroom. He
didn’t work in the
flower shop, but on some random mornings there would be an elaborate arrangement,
one that
held more skill then any of them ever could manage. And the arrangement would
always just look
sad before someone would buy it.
However, these stupid envelopes kept showing up. Yohji remembered one night
when
Omi was on the verge of tears because he couldn’t scrape together enough money
to buy
textbooks for school. He could have just hacked into a credit account of some
rich prick and
gotten his books delivered to the shop by the next morning, but he refused to
stoop to his
computer skills. The next day, there was an envelope with Omi’s name on it,
with more then
enough money for Omi to buy books and get lunch for the rest of the year. Omi
had tried
somehow tell Aya thanks to his face, but the elusive redhead couldn’t be found
beyond the times
he was sleeping in his room. Omi didn’t have the heart to wake him up, so he
wrote a letter to
Aya. They were still waiting on a response.
Aya-chan would come by and visit sometimes as well. She would talk to everyone
except
the now ever-absent Aya before noticing some potted flower or sunny arrangement
with a card to
her. Yohji always saw that there was a ridiculous amount of money tucked into
those cards along
with some message that Aya-chan would read to herself, looking half-sad and
half-pleased before
she would head back to school. She had told Ken that she had gotten a part-time
job to pay for
her apartment, but someone always paid her rent before she could.
And, of course, on the first of the month like today, an envelope would show
up with way,
way, waaaaaay more then Aya’s fair share of the rent. Yohji looked at the envelope
again and
cursed. Fuck Aya and his whole self-sacrificing bit. Where was the money coming
from anyway?
All he did was sleep all day. Yohji knew this because of the trips he would
make down the
hallway and the silent opening of the door just to make sure Aya was still alive
in his tomb. It
wasn’t a room anymore, but more like a holding place for Aya during the day
until he ventured
out at night.
The last time Yohji had seen Aya was about . . . two weeks ago if he remembered
correctly. The redhead had been walking down the stairs. Aya-chan had ricocheted
into the shop,
practically suffocating everyone with her cheerfulness, even out-cheering Omi.
She told them that
Aya had called her last night and apparently was going to take her out to lunch.
Nobody had seen
Aya yet though, so Yohji went into the apartment to go find the asshole.
He paused on the stairs, looking up. There was Aya, making his way slowly down
the
steps. He looked into Yohji’s eyes and froze, taking a panicky step back and
catching his heel on
the stair behind him, almost falling. Yohji was too shocked to even run up and
try to catch Aya.
The man had always been a touch on the slender side, but now the hollows of
his cheeks were
making shadows over his too pale features, much too pale, even for Aya. That
ugly can’t-match-
with-anything-if-you’re-a-redhead orange sweater, once being tight and form
hugging, now was
hanging from his shoulders.
Aya made a grab for the banister and managed to haul himself up. He glared solidly
at
Yohji before continuing down the stairs. He and Aya-chan had gone off to lunch,
and that as the
last he had seen of Aya for a long time.
Still, that look in Aya’s eyes when he had jerked back was going to haunt Yohji.
Aya was
known for not showing any emotions, for keeping those damn violet eyes as blank
as . . . Jesus H,
he couldn’t even think of something to compare that special ‘Shin-ne and I don’t
give a damn; just
as long as there’s enough clean cloth to wipe the blade clean’ Aya glare that
had most of those
creatures in the dark pissing their pants.
Yohji debated between a cigarette and a diet Pepsi. He had promised Omi that
he would
try to stop smoking, so instead had picked up diet soda between the cigs. Another
form of cancer
that was much less satisfying then nicotine. But, Omi had gotten tears in his
eyes and had begun
to cry out that Yohji was going to die of lung cancer in a few years with how
much he smoked, so
Yohji had thrown out the pack he had been smoking then right in front of Omi
and went out to
buy a twelve-pack of diet soda. And another pack of cigarettes. Okay, so he
smoked when the kid
was gone. But now it was outside and followed by a sprit of cologne. He had
cut back severely
with this new schedule, and it was killing him just like the damn phenyl. .
. . phenol . . . whatever
hell that chemical was that made soda sweet.
He contemplated for a moment, then glaring at the refrigerator, bounded up the
stairs.
Screw trying to assuage his curiosity over Aya with something that was going
to kill him in
mysterious medical way. If he went up and demanded answers about Aya’s new nightlife,
at least
he would be able to see the katana swinging at his face. That was the kind of
death he wanted,
short and to the point. He would also like to leave a beautiful corpse if that
could be helped.
Chuckling at his own dark humor, he put his hand on the doorknob and burst into
Aya’s
little corner of the world. Took one large step in, his mouth opened, then closed.
He brought his
feet together and felt his hand drop from the handle in a small state of shock.
The room was completely dark, with the blinds drawn tightly. The only light
going into the
room was from the midday hallway. The floor was covered in clothing. Aya, the
meticulous neat
freak, had a dirty room. And more so, it all seemed to be . . . girls’ clothing.
There was a long
purple dress there, a bra here, two pairs of ridiculous black high heels, and
a mound of clothing to
the immediate of Aya’s bed, like someone only had the strength to take their
clothes off before
dropping into his bed.
"YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND?!?!" Yohji practically screamed at the still
figure on the
bed. Oh, God! It was worse then he thought. Aya, the only one out of them who
wouldn’t know
the female sex if they landed in his face, had a girlfriend. Whoever this girl
was, she was so
enrapturing to Aya that he was becoming a nocturnal freak. Ken had trouble getting
Aya to bring
in a delivery of flowers. This is weird. Okay, so he had that Sakura girl for
a while, but that was
more because she reminded him of his sister. A little unhealthy obsession with
the sister, Yohji
thought, but then pushed it out of his mind.
There was a moan from the bed. Oh, sleeping sex beauty was waking up. How could
he
have been able to get a girl in? Yohji couldn’t manage it without being spattered
by Ken or Omi in
the morning. Maybe it was because he brought in the loud girls. Hmm, there was
something to
think about. Yohji tucked it away in the corner of his brain reserved for women,
the majority of it,
and began to navigate into Aya’s room.
"Well, who is she?" he demanded, standing over the bed. Aya was wrapped
up in his
blankets, the pillow covering his head, with the sheets all pulled out and twisted.
She must be one
helluva wild ride in bed for Aya to be sleeping near vertically on the bed.
Yohji waited for the
answer but all he got was a drawn out groan.
"Monkeys, monkeys, bouncing on the bed!" Yohji started singing, putting
his hands on the
mattress and pushing up and down, jarring Aya out of whatever sleep he was trying
to get. Well,
now he was moving. Improvement.
"One fell off and bonked his . . . head," Yohji trailed off, his bouncing
slowing to a stop as
Aya’s mussed head came out from under the pillow. His hair was all pressed to
the side from
sleeping and part of his bangs were curling about his eyes. His eyes were hollow
and sunken into
his head and, when Yohji looked closer, darkly shadowed from either sleep deprivation
or . . .
mascara? No. No no no no no.
But, right across the left cheek was a huge bruise. It was clearly one big beefy
ass hand.
Yohji couldn’t think of any normal hand that could be that monstrously big.
Aya blinked up at
Yohji, for all the world looking like a son who was being awoken late for school.
Then, he looked
down and Yohji became aware of the fact that Aya didn’t seem to be wearing any
cloths. This is
going to be one of those days, Yohji thought before all hell broke loose.
"GET THE HELL OUT!!!!" Aya screamed, attempting to struggle out of
bed but only
managing to get tangled up in his sheets. "GET OUT!!! What are you doing
in here??!"
"What are YOU doing in here, huh?! I thought I was kinky, but you might
just be out
closet sex freak!!!" Yohji screamed right back at him. Something inside
of him dropped, like his
soul was trying to throw up. That’s not very romantic, Yohji thought to himself,
but screw it all, I
think Aya’s being a secretive piece of crap! He wasn’t so sure if he wanted
to know about Aya’s
new abusive girlfriend.
"WHAT?!" Aya roared, surprisingly loud for how small he looked on
the bed. "You are
the nosiest, loudest, womanizing piece of crap I’ve ever seen!"
"You’re the one sneaking around with an abusive girl, bab-eh!" Yohji
sneered back.
"A what?!" Aya snapped, finally managing to stand up off the bed and
wrap the blanket
around his hips like it was a sarong. He had a skill to make something so household
and common
turn int . . . Yohji stamped out that thought right there. Guy + guy. The equation
didn’t really
have a lot to it, but equaled a hold shit load of problems!
"Listen, Kudoh, and don’t forget this. Stay. Out. Of. My. Room," Aya
snarled, taking one
step forward and punctuating each word with a poke at Yohji’s chest.
"Oh, fuck off!" Yohji snapped, slapping Aya’s hand down. "You
don’t have to keep
acting like an icicle! Jesus, all you do is bitch! You just sit in this room
and mope and go out
doing whatever the hell you feel like and giving us all guilt trips over how
much money you feel is
necessary to deal out!"
Yohji felt a little bit of his anger bubble die down as he snapped that out.
Aya’s eyes
widened a little bit, but that face didn’t change. It felt good to get a reaction
out of him, no matter
what it may be. Aya seemed to think that emotions weren’t really needed. Yohji
smirked down at
Aya, though he was only a few inches taller.
"You’re a real piece of work, Fujimiya. You walk around here like you’re
still the leader.
Guess what? It’s over. No more killing people. No more of this ‘Die, die, die’
stuff to yell out."
Yohji started, feeling the smirk lift into an all out smile. It felt so good
to finally tell Aya off. "Did
that get through to you or do you still just wanna whore out those killing services-"
He was stopped by Aya punching him full across the face. Yohji stopped, lifting
one hand
up to his cheek. There was blood there. He had busted his face! Aya had fucking
busted his face.
"Shut up," Aya seethed, his fist still clenched. There was a little
bit of blood on his
knuckles. Yohji straightened up, pulling his hand down from his face. Aya was
glaring at him fit to
kill, his eyes glancing once to where the katana was resting.
"Can’t say anything back so you’re just going to physically end this? You’re
such a weak
piss off, Aya!" Yohji snarled, trying so very, very hard not to take Aya’s
head and smash it out
against the wall.
"Shut up!" Aya snapped again, this time with more force. That ice
under his voice was fit
to freeze someone’s face right off. Yohji winced at the swelling on his cheekbone.
"I won’t fucking shut up! You shut up! You are a pathetic piece of work!
Did God just
forget to add emotions when putting you together or did you just pop out a bitch?
I swear, you’ve
got more PMS then all the women in the world combined!" Yohji started to
yell, actually very
nearly screaming. God, Aya just knew how to piss everyone off. It’s like he
came with the manual
to everyone’s buttons.
"SHUT UP!!" Aya screamed, tears forming in his eyes. "Shut up!
Shut up! Shut up!" he
started to scream, over and over, one hand still clenched at the sheet wrapped
around him while
the other hand reached up to rake at his hair, viciously yanking at the side
of his head.
"Oh, God, Aya, stop that!" Yohji ordered, moving in to grab his hand.
He hadn’t meant to
push Aya this far. Aya only screamed louder when Yohji grabbed his wrist, starting
to fight back.
Yohji got a kick in the groin and an elbow to the temple for his trouble.
He was on the floor for some reason. Yohji realized he had fallen against Aya’s
bed.
Damn, but he hit hard. Yohji shook some of the stars from his eyes and looked
across the room.
Aya was sitting on the ground, the blanket still wrapped around his legs. Except,
now it looked
like he had fallen, his shoulders slumped forward and this absolutely desolate
expression on his
face, as if he had just lost his heart.
"I . . . It . . . I’ve been . . . I’ve been," Aya started, his voice
starting to hitch. His eyes
were focused on the floor. His shoulders were beginning to shake. Yohji felt
the silence start to
grow between them, but he didn’t want to stop the fragile start Aya had made
toward telling
Yohji what was wrong. Aya looked at some place above Yohji’s head, as if trying
to see past him.
His mouth trembled and opened, then closed again.
"Fuck you. Get out," he snarled suddenly, trying the emotionless act
again.
"Aya. What’s wrong?" Yohji asked very slowly, damned determined not
to walk out.
"Nothing," he snapped back, looking back at the ground. He brought
one hand up to his
temple, trying to rub his head. There was a red line around his wrist, like
he had been fighting
against some sort of bonds.
"What’s that?" Yohji asked softly. Aya looked at him, a little startled.
Yohji pointed at his
wrist. Aya looked at it like it wasn’t his. Yohji wanted a cigarette. Needed
a cigarette. God, he
wanted to get as far away from sober as he could right now instead of deal with
Aya’s personal
version of male PMS.
"Get . . . Get out! I’m going to work," Aya snapped, obviously not
going to answer him.
Yohji lunged forward and grabbed his wrist. Aya froze for a moment, the only
noise a car
driving by outside the window, staring at Yohji in an unbelievable mixture of
fear and desperation.
In that small moment, Yohji was able to see the red scar around Aya’s wrist,
unmistakably some
sort of bond that he had fought with.
"Get out, please," Aya whispered. It was something in that voice,
so small and quiet in the
middle of his dark room that made Yohji drop his wrist and stand up. Aya didn’t
drop his gaze
with him, continuing to stare at him in that quiet, piercing manner, looking
vulnerable and so
alone at the same time.
"I’m leaving," he snapped at Aya, tearing his eyes away and storming
out the door.
FUCK! Most empathically, most substantial ‘Fuck!’ ever screamed out loud was
trying to escape
past his lips. Yohji managed not to quite stomp down the stairs and snatch the
keys off of the
counter. He couldn’t help but kick the door on the way out to the garage. He
opened up the door,
almost ready to tear the door off, and slammed it in a most satisfying way.
Cigarettes. Right now.
Aya mechanically walked down the street. Left foot up, down, right foot up,
down. He
walked to travel to another place. Simple as that. Step, step. Aya tried to
put all of his being into
thinking about walking, but it wasn’t working. Yohji’s argument still was in
his mind.
He could still see Yohji’s eyes, completely disgusted with him, the anger welling
up over
the sunglasses. Aya was somewhat thankful Yohji had managed to restrain from
hitting him,
because he was sure he would be sporting a few more injuries then he already
had. The stiffening
of his legs, the pain in his groin and bladder, the tightness around his throat
all were reminders
that gave evidence to Yohji’s insults.
"You’re a real piece of work, Fujimiya. Do you still wanna whore?"
The comments came
back to Aya, the truth in them hurting. Not as much as the fact of whom it came
from. Aya felt
like he could die when Yohji began to yell at him "Can’t say anything back?
You’re so weak.
You shut up! You are a pathetic piece of work! I swear, you’re more like a woman!"
Aya held a hand up to his head. What Yohji had said affect him more then he
would ever
tell the man. He felt like he was completely empty inside. He wanted to cry
and scream and then
Yohji would finally just tell him that it was all right . . . Aya shook his
head. That was impossible.
It wouldn’t happen. He wanted a nice warm place to curl up and die in. Was that
really getting to
be so much to ask for?
Aya looked up. All of his walking had gotten him to the red light district.
He felt neither
scared nor surprised. He just felt dirty and accustomed all at once. He had
been here so many
times, there were no longer any feelings of shock of people opening fucking
on the streets or the
many intoxicated people that began to jostle by him when it was only five o’clock
in the evening.
He would end this. Aya had decided that, after seeing Yohji scream at him, finally
telling
him everything that the older man must feel. Aya would stop this ‘job’ and try
to come clean, to
come out of the underworld and actually be clean for once. He would do it, and
maybe then he
could genuinely be happy.
He was comfortable in Weiss, and though he would never tell them, he could not
describe
how much joy he felt when they had all stayed together when Kritiker silently
fired them. He
loved Ken’s honest and the warm feeling he brought with him. He loved Omi for
always being
there to provide happiness for them all. And fuck them if they ever found out.
They were like his
surrogate family, but he’d be damned to ever get a whisper to pry past his lips
that he felt even a
moment’s pity for them. If they got close, he’d have to kill them before he
had to watch them die.
But, Yohji, the man might as well make him scream out loud. He hated him. Aya
truly
hated him. He hated him in the moment Yohji had tied him up in wire. The man
didn’t care about
him. Yohji was a pure sexual being. He wanted the lust fulfilled and then would
discard people.
Aya couldn’t stand that in any person, especially Yohji. He was an embodiment
of everything Aya
hated. He was rude. He smoked. He used women. He had no respect for anyone.
He didn’t care
at all for anyone other then his groin.
Yohji would be the first person Aya would ever kill with his bare hands. Aya
savored the
idea when his upper arm was painfully gripped and someone threw him against
the side of the
wall. Aya looked up as the crowd moved around them, still walking up and down
the street, not
the least bit perturbed. Aya looked up at the shadow holding onto him, the late
sunlight created a
hazy glow around them. The man was huge, not in an obese way. He towered over
most people,
which only made him able to loom over Aya, but not completely block out the
sky. Muscles
rippled in his beefy neck, all of them toned to their peak and beyond as they
bulged whenever the
near-orge being swallowed in anticipation. Amazingly enough for his over-muscled
girth, he wore
a three-piece suit, all in black with a smart white tie tucked into the vest.
"Hey, hey, a little early today. Are you that eager for me, bitch?"
the man sneered,
viciously shoving a knee between Aya’s leg. Aya put up a faint struggle before
the man grabbed
his balls and squeezed them through the jeans, hard enough to make tears form
and Aya’s eyes
clenched closed.
"I . . . I wanna talk to Mr. Haneda," Aya demanded, taking a moment
to put the ice into
his voice. They were outside Aya’s place of employment. This man was nothing
more then a door
guard, and yet he would be allowed to fuck Aya retarded with a mild reprimand
as punishment.
Aya could have easily thrown this bouncer off of him, if he still had some of
the muscle and
weight from those days of assassination. But, in this life he had lost most
of his frame along with
any self-confidence that he could have used to throw the man off.
"You didn’t come to see me, baby?" the guard slurred, pressing his
tongue into the hollow
of Aya’s ear.
"Get the fuck off of me, you goddamn pig!" Aya snarled, completely
disgusted. He
couldn’t physically push the man off of him without fear of being drawn into
something worse by
him or being severally punished for attacking the employees.
"You little shit! What’re ‘ya getting so uptight about?" the man snarled,
pushing away
from him. "I’d fucking smack you up good if I ever get my hands on you,"
the guard snapped,
moving back to stand to the left of the main doors. His near twin stood on the
right, without
making eye contact, but obvious amusement across his face.
Aya smirked down at him as he walked past. They were both only hired guards.
They
didn’t mean a thing to him. He was the real attraction in this place, not some
rich business man
that might need guards. The guards were in place to guard him and any other
of the younger
people that might be checking in for work.
Once inside the lobby, Aya nodded to the prissy receptionist, her older features
working
into what could have been a smile as he passed or a glare with her wrinkles.
He entered the
hallway that lead to the left of the desk. A door curtain stopped him for a
moment as he slipped
inside, down the red-carpeted and red-painted hall. All of it was in a bright
china red, setting off
all of the sin going on.
He felt himself slide into the hallway, trying to remove himself as far away
from the
building’s activities, but yet still so familiar and close to these things.
The hallway doors were
open, with screams and pants and moans drowning out the sound of Aya’s footsteps.
Bizarre
music melded into the din, with classical and rap and heavy metal and pop, all
songs screaming
with anger. Different people were rolling about in the halls, pressing up against
walls or running
away with a pursuer on their sobbing heels. Clothes were flying about as well
as condoms and
pills and water bottles with cigarettes and other things, like handcuffs and
leather.
Aya walked past the first door with a woman pinned up in the doorway, her feet
off the
ground as a man grinded into her, viciously biting her neck as she screamed
and raked nails down
his back. Aya didn’t even look back as she began to scream in real pain.
This hallway was too familiar as he walked down it, trying to stay afloat in
the river of sex
that ran through it. He was jostled by an older man and staggered as the man’s
orgasm died down
and a choking noise was heard as a young man struggled to swallow the older
man’s ejaculation
in his mouth. Another shove from a patron as he was leaving in a flurry, obviously
embarrassed
yet still aroused. Aya continued walking, managing to just avoid groping hands
as a few sought to
have him join in with them.
By the time he had reached the end of the hall, he had to redo the fly on his
jeans and
straighten out his sweater. The guards standing in front of the door half ogled
and half grinned at
him, both of them knowing damn well what Aya was probably dropping by for. There
had been
dozens of times that he had been called in because the boss was horny. It was
nothing new. This
was just another ‘job.’ Aya preferred to think in mission means, like this was
some kind of job
that had to be done. It kept him removed, a bit. Just enough to keep him adequately
sane.
The guard opened the door to the main office, managing a grope and quick pinch
as Aya
tried to breeze past. "Just call me, baby," he smiled, trying to look
seductive. Aya could have
vomited into that ugly, ugly muscular face. He stalked away, both ashamed and
frustrated that
those meatheads were allowed to touch him without payment or punishment.
Inside the main office was a much more subdued scene, but it still matched the
hall way.
The room was huge, vast, and dark. It only had one door, which Aya’s back faced
now. Dim
lights made pools of a hazy purple and red here, a blue and bright white over
there. Soft giggles
and moans strayed through the air, much more impassioned and expressionistic
then anything
outside the door. People were in the middle of their acts, moving on pillows
or mattress laid out
on the floor, no walls between any of them, just an arm length’s of a dead man’s
land.
"I didn’t call you," a husky voice snapped. Aya looked to his left
to see his employer. The
man stood at least another foot taller then Aya. He was well-muscled, but not
to the over defined
amount like the heaps of flesh guarding the place. He had short black hair,
combed back neatly,
with plain black eyes in an oval face. He wore a navy blue suit with a white
undershirt and vest. A
silver silk tie adorned his chest, pinned there with painstaking neatness, along
with the gold
cufflinks at his wrists. His shoes were also meticulously shined until they
reflected the light in their
black leather depths. He looked like the average aspiring Japanese business
man, excluding his
height. There was nothing extraordinary in his visage or profile, but in the
range of power there
was nothing that could match him inside this building.
"I know. I have to speak with you," Aya returned coldly, gripping
his hands into fists and
glaring at him, trying his best to freeze the man’s balls off with his eyes.
"What? What do you want to talk about?" he snapped irritably, his
eyes flashing to a
couple as their moans and soft wet sounds become something more urgent and louder.
A cigarette
was lit and the man blew the smoke over to Aya’s face.
Aya hated him.
"I’m quitting," he stated, crossing his arms.
Another puff of smoke. "What, a year already?"
"That’s all I agreed to. I’m done. I made enough money to never even think
again. I don’t
need this anymore," Aya bolstered, trying to sound as nonchalant as possible
while he tried to
drive his point home. He was quitting. No come back calls, no pickups at street
corners, no
contract that was legally binding anymore. He had worked a solid year, and that
was all anyone
could hold him too.
"You know if I let you go, there are going to be very angry people all
over the country.
Some of them might try to get you to work for them instead," the man began,
sounding like he
was talking about some report on the weather.
"Fuck them. I’m quitting. They can’t have me," Aya snarled, ready
to be done with all of
this chitchat.
"If you stay with me, Aya, there’s protection," the man started again,
dropping the
cigarette on the floor and rubbing it out with his heel. Suddenly he turned
and had Aya’s wrists in
his hands with his cigarette breath exhaling against the skin of Aya’s ear.
"I never treated you badly, did I?" he asked, pushing Aya against
the wall.
"We both know the answer. Let me go," Aya ordered. He had bruises
in places that would
never heal from this man.
"Well, Aya, you know the rule. One year, I let you go. That is, if you
can live through
your last night here without the hospital," he smiled, his teeth biting
into Aya’s ear. Aya hissed
and tried to jerk away, only to have the teeth dig in deeper.
"Fuck you. I don’t need a hospital. Get it over with," Aya growled,
even though his hands
were starting to shake.
"I always liked that ‘get to the point’ attitude, Aya. Everyone’s going
to miss you. Why
don’t you say goodbye to some of your fellow employees?" The man suggested,
releasing Aya’s
ear from his mouth. He gathered up both of Aya’s wrists into one hand.
"We’ll give you a going away part you’ll never forget," he promised,
already reaching
with his free hand to the cell phone in his pocket. Aya felt his stomach try
to run away from his
body as he suddenly went cold.
"Ken, have you seen Yohji-kun?" Omi asked from the kitchen.
"Nope. Both he and Aya seem to have left in a bad mood," Ken remarked
sarcastically,
seeing the pack of cigarettes on the dining room table and the angry handwriting
from Aya stating
‘I’m out for the night.’
Ken fell into one of the chairs at the table, his shirt clinging to his back
from sweat, his
knees flaking off mud and grass. Another community match between some of the
neighborhood
teams. It was always a lot of fun, with bar-b-ques and kids and parents jovially
laughing and
conversing with everyone about what their child had done. It had been a perfect
afternoon.
"You’re spreading dirt everywhere!" Omi cried, turning around from
the kitchen counter.
There was a mess of food behind him with several bowls and something cooking
in oil on the
stove. Omi had an apron on over his usual shirts and shorts, but his hair was
held back in a
bandanna.
"Whadda mean, Omi?" Ken asked innocently, crossing his feet on top
of each other. On
top of the table.
Omi said a few choice words to him that always stunned Ken. The first time he
had ever
heard Omi curse he swore he had heart failure. It never fit that smiling face,
but yet something
was so comical about Omi swearing up and down the wall that he was going to
kill Ken. As Ken
began to laugh so hard tears formed at the corner of his eyes, the back door
opened and closed.
"I’m hooooommeeee, ladies!" Yohji’s announcement flooded through the
apartment. Omi
suddenly froze in mid-tirade and sniffed the air. "NO!" Yohji walked
into the kitchen just in time
to see Omi lunge to the stove and try to save something that was burning.
Ken and Yohji looked at each other before Omi turned around, with real tears
in his eyes.
"I’m sorry! I burned it! I really messed it up! I thought we all could
have a dinner together
but I . . . burned the fish!" Omi sobbed, something black and shriveled
‘popping’ in the pan still.
Yohji and Ken laughed.
"Oh, kid, it’s okay!" Yohji finally managed to choke out after he
and Ken stopped
laughing. Seeing Omi immediately sucked out the last of his anger. After going
for a cigarette run
and a long drive, he had felt better. Still a little pissed at Aya, but better.
Now that Omi was
nearly sobbing because of a fish, he couldn’t feel a remote spark of anger.
"Okay, okay, let’s go
get some dinner outside this place, for once?"
"But what if Aya-kun comes home?" Omi asked, biting the bottom of
his lip. "I want us all
to eat together!" Omi suddenly struck Yohji like the kid who sensed his
parents were divorcing
and was trying to patch things up before they completely fell apart. This eating
together thing was
more then being hungry, it was his attempt to stop the constant fighting that
seemed to get
engaged in whenever Aya was with them.
"It’s all right, let’s just grab some take out and some movies. We’ll hang
until Aya shows
up," Yohji suggested.
"Really? That sounds great! But, Ken-kun, you better change first,"
Omi suggested. Ken
looked up from the kitchen table in mild shock. "I can smell you from over
here."
"You damn kid!" Ken mocked-roared, getting up and lumbering over to
Omi with growls
and his arms held up high. "You’ll pay for that!!"
Yohji smiled as he listened to Omi scream insults as Ken began to chase him
around the
house.
Aya tried to kick out, tried to punch out, claw, tear, move, move away! He couldn’t
squirm enough, those rough hands dragging his skin as the muscles twisted under
it, grinding
bones together as he tried to move away, his sweater dragging down to choke
him around the
neck as more hands held him down with different grips. They had him on the floor,
finally
managing to pin him down after the past few struggles.
The rules had been vague, and Aya had taken advantage of it. He could end his
contract if
he lived through the night without a hospital. They could beat him, rape him,
anything but
outright kill him. No fatal wounds, but severe torture was allowed. That didn’t
mean he had to lie
down and let it happen.
He had been fighting with all of the guards for the past several hours, or it
could be past
several seconds. Maybe minutes. He didn’t know any more as he kicked out and
caught someone
underneath the chin. There was a cry and a punch in the back of Aya’s shoulders.
He fell down,
gasping for breath, as another blow landed in the small of his back. He was
on his stomach,
vulnerable.
Aya wanted to panic, to run, to just lash out. Most of all, he wanted to die.
The men were
beginning to kick him, moving in a circle around him as he struggled on the
ground. He felt so
weary of it all. He was tired. He wanted a place warm to crawl into and never
come out again
from. He wanted his own place to hide in from all this. Somewhere warm. He realized
that he was
going unconscious.
He felt them kick his sides, and for some reason all he could think about was
the argument
with Yohji. All it took was Yohji calling him a whore and now he was going to
quit. He wasn’t
going to let Yohji get away with slurring him. Fuck Yohji. He was going to kill
him. Once he lived
through this.
"Don’t faint on us now, baby!" Someone cried distantly.
"No," Yohji said, very firmly.
Ken and Omi turned to him with wide eyes and both, in unison, at the same, exact,
annoying fucking instant, whined out "Pleeeeeeaaaaaaaseeeeeeeee?"
He hated them.
"Come on, Yohji, you’ll like it! There’s a sex scene," Ken tried to
persuade.
"I’d rather make my own sex scene instead of watching it, thank you. Pick
something else.
You both have seen it, so get something new," Yohji snapped. When he had
kids, they were going
to fu~cking love him.
"You’re no fun," Omi mumbled, putting ‘Titanic’ back on the shelves.
Yohji inhaled the
stale, air-conditioned oxygen of the local Blockbuster. After another cooking
attempt and one
take-out order later, they had all decided to get some movies to entertain themselves
until Aya
came back so they could all bond. Something like that. Yohji was ready to start
smoking regularly
again as Ken and Omi reached for another teen flick.
Two grown, male assassins who usually disemboweled or poisoned their targets
in five
minutes were trying to pressure Yohji into watching a chick-flick. He only went
to those with
dates in movie theaters. Little to say, he never really did watch the movie.
"What are you smirking about?" Ken questioned, accompanying it with
a poke to the ribs.
Yohji looked down at the movies, his eyes catching on some zombie film. He suddenly
pictured himself rising up from the dead, ravaging the village, but instead
of ‘brains’ it was
‘cigarettes and Jack Daniels and a hotel room.’
"You guys are definitely driving me over the edge," Yohji muttered,
shuffling behind as
Omi spotted a new Disney musical.
Aya came to with someone holding onto his wrists, stretching them above his
head, with
another landing heavily on his knees and grabbing his hips. The man pushed him
down hard into
the ground and stabbed his knees down over Aya’s, making him effectively unable
to move away.
Aya felt dizzy, disgusted, and realized that he could not have been knocked
out for more then a
few seconds.
There was a grunt and another man joined the dog pile, throwing his weight across
Aya’s
chest. Unable to breathe or find any sort of room to move away, Aya began to
trash, trying to jerk
his wrists away. The man holding them let his grip go with Aya’s movements for
a second, then
slammed them back onto the ground with bruising force and tightening the grip,
holding onto his
wrists painfully. Aya heard his breathing hitch as he begun to be aware of the
hopelessness of
being able to get away. He was struck by the closeness of the men’s bodies with
their grunts and
restraining. Aya started to panic, feeling handcuffs lock painfully around his
wrists.
The man holding his hands let them go and stepped on the chain between the handcuffs,
holding Aya restrained. The other two men noticed their friend’s actions and
moved off, leering as
if they had already won. The other guards who had been holding back moved in
now, like animals
sensing their prey was being brought down.
There was a panicked grunting sound, as if someone was trying to hold themselves
together when they were about to explode. Aya realized it was his voice, jerking
away from the
handcuffs and being wrenched back by his joints that refused to slip out of
their metal bonds.
Another man leaned in, the leering grin on his face unmistakable as he wheezed
in anticipation,
soft, wet throaty sounds whistling in his throat making Aya’s arm muscles tremble
as they began
to trash with more fury and fear as this thing came at him.
The man put one beefy hand into Aya’s shirt and twisted, rending it from his
body in
burning tears of fabric. Aya grunted, the cold of the floor hitting his back
and refusing to allow
Aya’s warmth to be held in it. The man’s hand struck out and had Aya’s neck
throughly wrapped
around and held his chin up as the other went to the fly button on the pants.
His hand cruelly
shoved into the waistband, his fingernails scrapping Aya’s lower stomach as
he gathered up the fly
and yanked there, ripping the fly open. Aya began to struggle furiously against
the handcuffs, not
minding the way the skin began to chafe and tear, and the fist holding his head
immobile, suddenly
tightening at Aya’s renewed struggles.
Aya began snarling, his teeth gnashing at the air as he tried to buck the man
off. His
assailant only smiled and leaned in closer, pulling on the ruined front of Aya’s
pants and working
them down around his knees, restricting his legs now as well. The man moved
down Aya’s body,
releasing his hold on Aya’s neck and settling his weight on Aya’s knees and
moving his hand
down along Aya’s side, hip, then reaching out and squeezing Aya’s penis with
enough strength to
cause his eyes to water with pain tears and his voice suddenly cried out with
shock and pain
before he could gain control again, pinching his eyes close and tossing his
head back, jerking
plaintively at the handcuffs. The man’s foot dug in, pinching the skin and breaking
it.
"Oh, baby, we are going to miss you," the man breathed out, panting
and licking his lips as
Aya writhed below him, his pale skin becoming damp with sweat. He adjusted his
weight and
moved to allow the rest of the pants to be ripped down, gathered around one
ankle as Aya tried to
kick out. The man snorted at grabbed at Aya’s ankle, lifting it up and locking
it around his
shoulder, forcing Aya onto his upper back, his bottom lifting up. He began to
kick and trash,
pulling at his wrists even harder, blooding finally flowing and making them
cuffs slick. Someone
moved in and pinned down Aya’s loose leg, stretch him out painfully as the man
adjusted his
shoulder under Aya’s thigh. The man settled between Aya’s legs reached out and
pinched the
sides of Aya’s face, forcing his jaws apart and making his teeth dig into the
sides of his mouth as
he tried to bite. The man put his right fingers into Aya’s mouth, his skin rough
and burning his
tongue with a stinging taste, his fingernails scraping the insides of his mouth
and the skin of his
fingers rubbing against Aya’s tongue the wrong way. The man felt the insides
of Aya’s mouth as
he grunted and tried to bite at him, only injuring himself and causing blood
to run against his
teeth.
The man removed his now saliva-slick fingers from Aya’s mouth and settled onto
his
haunches. Two fingers caressed the sensitive skin around Aya’s hole, circling
in close before one
plunged in. Aya couldn’t help the cry. The skin strained, a small bit at the
end burning. It hurt,
digging into him, warm and splitting his hips apart from the inside. It began
to move around,
twisting against the sensitive insides, another finger slipping in behind it,
causing skin to split and
bleed in an effort to allow the man’s fingers in. Aya cried out as a third was
added, making him
feel like he was going to burst in half from his bladder and out. Intensive
pain flared in his bowel
and his breath left him as one of the fingers brutally jammed against the sides
of his prostrate.
Aya cried out again, his voice being torn from him, starting out as a scream
before
suddenly turning into a grunt, then something higher-pitched. His fingers switched
as the fingers
found a rhythm inside him, slowly and painful, intrusive and overfilling him.
Another hand came
up and began to rub against his balls before grasping the shaft in one hand,
causing Aya to twitch
and spasm. His head tossed back and forth helplessly, airy grunts being ripped
from him as his
body began to move with the force of the men on top of him, up down, in a wavelike
motion.
He felt a shock of pleasure rush through him, a flush of pain from his groin,
sending his
body into tremors. It burned and weighed him down, filling up his entire being.
His ankles
trembled, one foot twitching in the air, the other leg’s knee shaking underneath
the man pinning it
down. The shaking made him acutely aware of the feeling of his legs being stretched
open, leaving
him completely vulnerable, making Aya start to jerk to try and close his thighs.
The little shocks
continued, leaving his hips convulsing, completely emptied and suspended.
The hand moved away from his groin, leaving Aya alone to the fingers stabbing
into him.
An erection had formed and bounced between his thighs, as if embarrassed it
had ever come to
life. He jutted forward onto empty air. He felt completely empty as his body
began to spasm,
suspended without release, full beyond belief, ready to burst. Another trust
from the fingers and at
the exact same time a hand closed violently around Aya’s cock, making him scream
as an orgasm
was forced out of him. Aya fell back bonelessly, sweat covering his body as
his shuddered, the
hands finally moving out of Aya’s groin and insides. Aya felt horrible open,
his legs shuddering
but the muscles reacting like water with no strength to his command that he
still try to kick out.
It was then, when he was completely open and half-dead to the world with exhaustion
that
the man replaced his fingers with his own erection. Aya screamed out, lacking
the strength to
move away as the man began to thrust into him, his own cock splitting Aya apart,
driving into him
with all the force that it could muster, the sound of his balls slapping against
skin echoing into
Aya’s ears. He was shaking, unable to fight when his prostrate was again stimulated.
Aya moaned, weak, his body unable to cope with a second arousal so soon after
a forced
orgasm. The man whose foot stood on Aya’s handcuffs lifted up and Aya could
only move his
bleeding hands closer to his head, pulling weakly on his hair in an attempt
to take awareness way
from the pain of been pounded into and the intense pleasure of that one spot
being caressed and
put it toward a small painful tug on his scalp. The man’s foot had left, and
now the man leaned
over Aya, his mouth covering Aya’s lips, enclosing them in a wet, hot mouth.
The man grunted
against Aya’s mouth as Aya’s head lolled to the beat of his rapist’s arousal.
The upside down face snorted hot breath against the bottom of his chin as he
sucked in
more air through his nostrils. A hand pinched the sides of his mouth again,
forcing his jaw open to
the man’s tongue. He began to explore the walls that had little cuts and divots
had already been
chewed by Aya. Aya sucked in air through the man’s throat instinctively, gagging
at the unfamiliar
feel of the man’s breath. He chocked, stuck between the man pounding into him
and the one still
trying to coax a second orgasm from his trembling groin and this shadow that
covered his face.
He began to gasp for air, clenching the muscles of his body around the shaft
still firmly
buried in him. He felt the splitting sensation again, his whole body pulled
in too many directions
when suddenly his world explored in a haze of white spots and an unbelievably
burning hot
sensation filling him from somewhere behind his groin. A body collapsed on top
of him, dropping
his numb leg off of his shoulder. The hand at his groin was trapped against
his balls, underneath
the weight of the man. It began to scrape and pinch, causing Aya to moan and
sob, quivering in
attempts to throw them off. The man trying to rape his mouth moved off. There
were a few words
exchanged and Aya found his limp body being dragged up until his knees splayed
out on either
side of him, his handcuffed hands flopping against his reddening groin. A warm,
sticky gel oozed
out of Aya’s ass, dripping down the back of his thigh. Aya moaned, trying to
move away from the
sensation of blood and semen oozing out of him, but was unable to even clasp
his thighs together
and could only be held up by a grip on his hair.
Again, a hand clenched his mouth open, but instead of a mouth, a warm, soft
tip of an
erection gently slid in, like an invited neighbor. The hand left his mouth and
clenched into his hair,
two fists on either side of his head. The penis moved into his mouth, slowly,
over his tongue and
against the back of his throat, causing Aya to start to vomit unwillingly, his
abdomen wrenching
as his stomach started to try and expel itself. Someone punched him in the upper
back, causing
Aya to open his mouth to grunt as he fell forward against the man’s groin. Immediately
he began
thrusting wildly into Aya’s mouth, bruising the back of his throat and making
him want to be
intensely sick.
Aya felt the white stars start to build up again. Something behind his eyes
ruptured,
holding him still for a moment, completely rigid. He then began to truly slump
against the force of
the penis still driving into his mouth. The hand adjusted its grip, still holding
his barely conscious
body up in order to gain release. The man thundered into Aya’s mouth, hitting
the back of his
throat and throwing him backward as he lost consciousness.
The last thing he could think of was that he hated Yohji.
"Aya-kun’s not home yet?" Omi asked. Again.
Yohji looked at the clock. It was one o’clock. He looked back to the television,
the movie
flashing across the screen. Ken was practically passed out on the couch, his
head thrown back
over the edge, his mouth open as he snored lightly.
Omi was sitting right next to Ken, in the middle of the couch with Yohji on
the other side.
He looked at Yohji with those big, bright eyes, all watery in the light of the
tv as he tried to get
Yohji to lie to him and say ‘Of course he is, Omi! He just stopped off to pick
up ice-cream for us.’
"I dunno, kid. He’s not quite late yet," Yohji told him honestly instead.
Omi sighed. "It’s been nice tonight, though," he said half to himself.
"Actually, it has been," Yohji once again answered truthfully. He
couldn’t remember the
last time the majority of them had all been out together. Dinner had been nice,
with occasional
stories told by Ken of kids falling in soccer practice that nearly made Yohji
spurt something out of
his nose with laughter. Omi had told him of the high school stories that had
been going on in the
year that Yohji had been completely unaware. Being an assassin had apparently
jaded the kid to
the vicious world of rumors and gossip. It was still painful to regress to high
school though. As
memories of that one night in the classroom with Saito-san and the perfect grade
he had for the
rest of the year came back, soon they were all swapping stories like a messed
up knitting-circle.
After a dinner that had lasted three hours, they had popped in a movie, lying
to each other
and saying Aya would be there in a few minutes. the movie was some kind of action
flick and they
had watched for the first few minutes in an uncomfortable silence, Omi staring
at the door as if it
would make Aya show up. Then, as more attention was given to the film, they
all began to laugh
and chortle and began to yell out ‘Yeah, right!" at the screen as the action
picked up. The serious
action/adventure had degenerated into a comedy as Ken through a piece of popcorn
at the screen,
screaming with laughter at some of the fight scenes.
As the movie went on, Ken suddenly fell asleep and their loudest commentator
was out for
the night. Omi and Yohji continued their banter but soon it fell, both of them
glancing at the door
and clock. They both were worried over Aya and wanted to see him come in the
door. Yohij
didn’t care if he didn’t say anything more then his characteristic grunt. He
just had this worry-like
feeling and needed to see Aya come home.
Aya opened one eye. It didn’t open all the way. It was almost swollen shut.
The other eye
wasn’t exactly listening to his brain telling it to open. His one functioning
eye didn’t even focus
well. Everything was a little bit hazy. He could pick out a pair of shoes though.
He was sprawled in a pile of bodies, some half-naked, others clothed, others
not. It was a
dogpile of exhausted, sexually drained bodies, all of them reeking with drugs
and alcohol and
sweat and semen. Aya felt something rear up in his stomach and he was helpless
as he vomited
onto the floor, unable to do more then roll his head away from the fetid liquid
as it surged out of
his mouth.
He breathed heavily for a few minutes, trying to concentrate on anything beyond
the
incredibly acidic taste in his mouth and the tang of blood that was mixing with
it. He was numb,
beyond pain. His head felt like it was floating away from his body, and yet
at the same time his
skull kept it connected to his neck. It was painful and relieving at the same
time. He lifted his
body up from the ground, grunting in pain and effort, only managing to make
it to his knees.
He looked around and began to crawl away from the center of the mass of bodies.
He
wasn’t up to walking. Not yet. Behind him in the aftermath of the orgy, someone
grunted. The
surge of absolute freezing terror made his bowels twist up painfully and he
chocked on his own
panic. Maybe he could walk.
His crawling picked up speed and his hand encountered a pair of discarded pants.
When
his fingers brushed against the fabric, he suddenly realized with a sick feeling
that he was naked.
Aya felt panic rise up again at the thought of being naked, ever again, much
less in a room of his
rapists. He stopped his painful crawl and maneuvered into the unfamiliar slacks,
the fabric
scratching his bar legs. He whimpered and gasped at the pain of trying to move
his legs, his groin
and ass abruptly filling with fire and sparks of pain reaching to the soles
of his feet. The pants
were too big, covering his feet and pooling around his waist. He fisted up a
bit of the pants,
tightening them agonizingly around his tender hips. The pain was small if it
meant this meager
amount of protection.
He surged to his feet, concentrating all of his pathetic strength into standing
up. Managing
to waver on his feet, he began to stagger to the door. He wanted to go home.
He wanted to go
home and put on all the sweaters and pants and belts he owned and get under
his bedcovers and
have someone tell him it was alright and it would never happen again. He wanted
to kill Yohji
too.
Yohji yawned and stretched before opening the refrigerator. The kitchen light
was the only
one on in the whole house as Yohji shuffled some condiments, hoping to find
something better
behind them. Ken and Omi had long gone to sleep and Yohji was left with a midnight
snack and a
kitchen that had been the victim of movie popcorn. Yohji sighed and moved a
half-full bowl of
popcorn across the counter, finding the bread behind it.
He put a slice in the toaster, hoping that toast might help whatever he was
craving. The
toaster began to hum in the silent house, its wires heating up. Yohji moved
to his left, opening up
a shelf to get a plate.
Thud.
Yohji blinked. Did he hear something? Sounded like a footstep. He shrugged and
stifled a
yawn with his hand. Probably didn’t hear it. Being awake later in the evening
by yourself made
you a little bit paranoid.
Thud.
Okay, something was out there. But was it a cat, or the vengeful one-night stand
who was
finally going vigilante on all playboys? Yohji picked up a butter knife. Rounded
edge. Who the
hell thought up childproof knives? Fuck. Yohji looked at his bare wrist and
then made a fist. He
may not have a wire, but he had killed people up close and personal before.
One loud burglar was
not going to beat him at a fist fight.
Yohji moved deliberately, slowly to the backdoor of the kitchen. There was a
pant, or a
grunt, and a shadow moved on the floor. Yohji knew it was a person and lunged
out the front
door, his fists up to face down the alley.
Nothing.
Yohji Kudoh hated one thing above all: looking good and not having anyone to
see it. He
looked behind him to the dead-end, seeing nobody, and glanced back to the street.
No one. He
turned around and had the door half open when he noticed Aya.
Aya was curled up to the right of the door, his back against the wall of the
house. His legs
were sprawled below him, like he had fallen to his spot. His chest was bare
and he was only
wearing a pair of unfamiliar pants, wrapped above his hips by Aya’s hand holding
up the
waistband. His head was bowed, his hair a blaze of red with the light from the
kitchen hitting it.
Yohji dropped to his knees beside the bloody and bruised figure. "Aya,
come on, Aya,"
Yohji sputtered out, putting a hand underneath his chin and lifted Aya’s face
up. His eyelashes
were held tightly shut, his eyebrows trembling. His face was a mess, a cut on
his forehead and his
left cheek was split. Both his eyes were swelling and blue already, dried blood
from a broken nose
splattering over his swollen and split lips.
"Yo . . . Yoh . . ." Aya breathed, his eyes trembling open. Aya didn’t
move, just let his
eyes drift til they fell to Yohji’s face. "Yohji . . . Ha . . . Have .
. . you been . . . here, l-long?" Aya
rasped out, struggling with his breathing.
"Don’t talk, don’t talk Aya," Yohji rushed out. "I’ll call the
hospital. 9-11, right?" Yohji
rambled, putting a hand under Aya’s shoulders. He stiffened and flinched away,
his breathing
erratic.
"No . . . no hospital," Aya snarled, one hand reached up and buried
itself in Yohji’s shirt.
"Hell, Aya, you are a fucking mess. You have to go to the hospital now,
it’s not even
funny," Yohji ranted, realized he was screaming in Aya’s face.
"Fu . . . Fucking bastard," Aya gasped out, cursing in the face of
all odds. "Listen to me,
no . . . no hospital. I did . . . I did this for you . . . Don’t ruin it . .
. No hospital," Aya wheezed
out, his eyes shuddering closed. He fell forward into Yohji’s arms.
"What? What?! What the hell do you mean?! Aya? Aya!" Yohji cried out,
shaking the
body. Aya didn’t rouse. Yohji moved quickly, gathering Aya’s legs up and lifting
him up.
"Ken! Omi!" He screamed into the house, moving Aya to the kitchen
table. They were
already running into the kitchen with panicked expressions on, both of them
having awakened to
Yohji’s earlier screams.
"Oh, Aya-kun! Is he okay? What happened?
"Shit, call the hospital. What the hell are you standing there for?"
They yelled out, Ken moved to the phone, Omi ran to the first aid kit still
in the mission
room.
"No hospital," Yohji ordered quietly. In that panic, his voice cut
through their frantic
yelling like a knife. The silence following it vibrated.
"What? You can’t mean that!" Ken argued, aghast and not believing.
"Shut up Ken, and get some bandages. If I take him to the hospital, whatever
this is for is
totally lost. He did this for me," Yohji repeated, shell-shocked into a
numbed state.
Ken just stared.
TBC