Author: Max Ikari
Pairings: Yohji/Aya, Schuldich/Aya
Warnings: NC-17, Lemon, non-consensual sex, violence,
adult language, etc.
[] Inner thoughts
/Mind talking/
The Devil’s Own
Chapter 16
Darkness enveloped Aya and he could feel his body as
if it was floating. Still he couldn’t open his eyes.
Even the thought of having to go over what just happen
pained him too much. He could just feel like he was
being carried over someone’s shoulder. Instinctively
he tried to push off.
" I guess the kitten is waking," said the German. "
Tsk, tsk, you should have stayed asleep. It was
better for you."
/Where am I…./
" It seems Crawford has a use for you now," said
Schuldich putting Aya in the passenger seat of the
car.
Aya just stared at Schuldich trying to say something
and not being able to. Schuldich stared at Aya with
his hand in the ignition key. Of a sudden the German
leaned over and started kissing Aya. Aya tried to
push the German off him but he didn’t have the
strength.
" God, I missed you so much," said Schuldich with a
strange passion. Aya blinked at him as if trying to
make sure that those words just spilled out of
Schuldich’s mouth.
" Schuldich…let me go…" said Aya trying to make his
voice sound authoritative but failing at it. He
settled for simply glaring at the German.
Schuldich looked at Aya as if the latter had just
slapped him. The German’s eyes hardened and he
slapped Aya.
" How dare you… I thought you were dead or worse…"
Aya smirked wryly. /Worse than dead?/
Schuldich avoided Aya’s eyes while starting the car.
/How did you know…? /
/You shouldn’t trust people so easily/ Schuldich
turned and grinned. /Americans/
/Richard…/
/Well he had already been here once and he was
thinking of you. Of course manipulating him
afterwards was very easy. /
/You had me brought back?!!/
/Oh come one sweetie. All the time you had the choice
of backing out. Your pride didn’t let you/
Aya averted his gaze and stared out the window. He
couldn’t stand the fact that he was back with
Schwartz. He didn’t want to see anybody from his
past. He wanted to be alone. Just alone that wasn’t
so much to ask.
" From me it is," said Schuldich looking at Aya
coolly.
" Damn it. There is no sign of him anywhere," said
Ken angrily punching a wall.
" Well Aya has had all night to get away," said Yohji
smoking while supporting himself in a building wall. "
Omi have you checked all plane departures?"
" Yes. I have isolated all the potentials. Of course
none of the potentials leave today. The closest one
will depart in three days time," said Omi typing in
his laptop inside their car.
" Three days…" mumbled Yohji. " Is there anything
particularly suspicious of anybody?"
" Well…let me see. There are about ten of them that
have no records. Of course that could only be that
they haven’t applied for a license or anything," said
Omi giving Yohji a weak smile.
" I know," said Yohji trying to smile at Omi. The
blonde knew it looked fake but at least he tried.
" I wish I could give you better news Yohji-kun but
Aya-kun doesn’t want to be found," said Omi quietly
looking at Yohji with pleading eyes.
" Well of course not! He doesn’t know we are here!"
said Ken angrily. " I don’t know why that baka left
in the first place. It wasn’t like we were treating
him horribly or anything."
" You know Aya always leaves when he can’t handle
something," said Omi looking at Ken trying to get him
to shut up. Ken took the hint.
Finally finishing his cigarette, Yohji started walking
toward the car. " Well we won’t find him standing
here all day."
" No shit," said Ken getting in the car.
Schuldich had put Aya in his room last night.
Mentally attacking his victims usually drained them
from energy the better part of the day. That Aya had
been able to have a conversation before blacking out
again said how strong he had become mentally. While
the redhead had been sleeping, Schuldich had just sat
there staring at the innocent face. Aya looked worn
out and thinner. Even though he had been away from
his past his past still wasn’t ready to let him go.
Schuldich knew exactly how that felt. Aya stirred in
his sleep. Maybe the nightmares were getting to him
again. The German bent over his ex-lover and kissed
his brow.
" It’s okay, you are just dreaming," whispered
Schuldich into Aya’s ear. This seemed to calm Aya
somewhat. Schuldich laid beside the redhead and kept
whispering soothing phrases until he fell asleep.
Later that day Schuldich was rudely awakened by
Crawford’s commanding voice.
/Schuldich bring Ran with you/
/Do you have to be so fucking loud? /
/Get going/
"Damn he is so loud," said Schuldich shaking Aya. Aya
tossed and murmured something about leaving him alone
before bolting out of bed. He was looking around him;
Schuldich could see the gears turning in the latter’s
head.
" You can’t leave here," said Schuldich grinning. "
At least not without permission."
" Let me go," said Aya trying to mask the nervousness
on his voice. " I-I want to leave here."
" You can’t sweetest," said Schuldich crouching in
from of Aya. " Just try to calm down nothing is
wrong."
" I am not afraid of you," said Aya glaring at
Schuldich getting up. " I am getting out of here."
" I never said you were," said Schuldich walking
behind Aya downstairs.
Crawford was waiting for them at the bottom of the
stairs. " Nice to have you back Ran."
" I am not back," hissed Aya through slitted eyes.
" By the way love the hair," said Crawford
sarcastically.
" Fuck you," snapped Aya turning to look away from
Crawford. " Why the hell am I here?
" Patience Ran, everything in due time," said Crawford
smiling.
" My ass. I want to get the hell outta here. I just
came to do a job not be Schuldich’s catamite again,"
said Ran angry. " There is a reason why I left
Japan."
" I am hurt," said Schuldich putting his hand over his
heart in mock injury. Aya glared at him trying not to
get nervous.
/I want to leave here. Breathe, breathe. / Closing
his eyes Aya forced himself to calm down and breathe.
Schuldich was looking at him when Aya opened his eyes.
There was something in the gaze that made Aya
uncomfortable.
" It’s okay," said Schuldich with a gentleness that
startled Aya. He wanted to leave, of all the stupid
mistakes…
There was a slight knock at the door before it opened
showing the dark form of Richard. Aya tried to mask
his surprise but he hadn’t wanted to believe that
Richard had actually betrayed him.
"Hello Aya," drawled Richard. He seemed to be drunk,
you could smell it from his breath. Aya could not look
at him.
" Ran, Richard and I had an agreement. You are to
spend the night with him," said Crawford showing no
hint of emotion.
Ran eye’s widened slightly. He nodded once and looked
at Crawford to show him the room. Crawford told him
to go to the room that used to be his. Richard
entered the room before Aya, the latter closing the
door.
" So you are the reason I am here," said Aya through
clenched teeth.
" No, you are the reason you are here. If you had
slept with me before I would have never helped those
guys," said Richard getting close enough the caress
Aya’s cheek. Aya flinched at the contact.
" It’s okay. I won’t hurt you," purred Richard
starting to lay kisses in the pale column of Aya’s
neck.
" I hate you," said Aya feeling nothing. He just
hoped that Richard would get over it quickly. It had
hurt, his betrayal. It hurt more than when the
bastard took him. Aya had already resigned to his
fate. There was no way that Schwartz was going to let
him. No way out. While Richard had been inside him,
Aya felt like screaming, like getting the bastard by
the neck and choking the life out of him. He couldn’t
do it, so he did what he knew. He disassociated
himself from the event. It was actually somebody else
doing this to his body. Somebody that actually cared
for him. Richard’s soft-spoken promises were coming
from another’s lips.
When it was done, Aya immediately got up cleaning
himself in the bathroom before getting dressed. He
stifled a sob that threatened to escape his lips. Who
would have thought that the promising son of a banker
would end up whoring himself in order to live?
He tried to laugh but it came out as a half-sob.
Opening the door, Aya was surprised to find Schuldich
standing there. The German looked furious.
" You done?" snapped Schuldich. Aya half nodded
before brushing past Schuldich. He saw the German
enter the room and heard a soft crackle. Running back
from the stairs, Aya saw the German lean to clean his
gun in the now bloodied sheet.
" You-you killed him…" said Aya surprised. Schuldich
lifted an eyebrow in surprise.
" Yes, I am a killer. Besides I don’t feel like
sharing," said Schuldich walking toward Aya in a
threatening way. " You liked what he did to you? When
he was fucking you like a bitch on heat?"
Aya turned his face and started walking away when the
German grabbed his arm.
"Let go," said Aya deadly serious.
" Oh, no. Let go," said Aya deadly serious.
" Oh, no. You see I could see what was going in your
head, you are in love with Kudou," hissed Schuldich.
" You are crazy. I don’t love him," said Aya in a
half-chuckle.
" You may not know but I know better," said Schuldich
face softening. He trailed his fingers across Aya’s
jaw. " Was I so horrible? I did care for you, I still
do."
Aya closed his eyes at the sensation. He opened his
eyes when he heard Schuldich’s soft-spoken confession.
Schuldich’s green forest eyes were boring into his.
For the first time since Aya had known the German he
could see honesty and something else he couldn’t
place, love…regret? Maybe.
" I-Idon’t know. I was so confused," said Aya
lowering his gaze to the floor.
" You are still confused. I looked for you, Kudou
never did. Why do you still insist on hating me?"
asked Schuldich all of a sudden, hands biting into
Aya’s arms.
" You-you hurt my sister. Because of you she is
dead," said Aya straining to get out of Schuldich’s
grip.
Schuldich’s eyes lost all of the sincerity that Aya
had seen before and only the killer remained.
" Fine, you won’t take me nicely, I will just have to
take you by force," said Schuldich smiling. Aya knew
exactly what Schuldich meant. The redhead had lived
it before, when he was sure Schuldich hated him. The
German had hurt him both physically and mentally.
" No." said Aya a sudden fear taking hold of him.
" Sorry baby," said Schuldich dragging Aya into his
room. Once Schuldich closed the door Aya tried to
make a run for it. He felt the coward for letting his
fear get the better of him, but right now he didn’t
care. Schuldich grinned and stood in between Aya and
the door.
" Move," said Aya hating himself because he could hear
the tremble on his voice.
" You are afraid of me," said Schuldich fascinated. "
Mmh, this could be very interesting."
Aya tried to punch the bastard but Schuldich was too
fast for him. The German took a hold of him and threw
him toward the wall. Everything seemed to black out
for a second before the redhead managed to get up.
" You are stronger, at least physically. I love your
hair, gives you an air of gracefulness. Just seeing
you there makes me hard," said Schuldich starting to
take his white jacket off.
" Fuck you," spat Aya charging again at the German.
The German avoided Aya easily before punching him on
the head. Aya just saw the German towering over him
before the world went black.
Aya woke up to find himself tied to the bed. His
heart started racing when he saw the naked man pulling
at the handcuffs that had his hands tied over his head
to the headboard.
" Nice to see you have finally woken up beautiful,"
drawled Schuldich trailing his hands over Aya’s chest.
At that moment Aya noticed that his shirt was gone.
" Untie me you fucking bastard!" yelled Aya desperate
of getting away from the German.
" What a horrible thing to saw to your lover," said
Schuldich starting to lay kisses in Aya’s throat.
" You are * not * my lover. Also the idea of getting
raped twice in a day is very unappealing to me," said
Aya managing to maintain his voice carefully neutral.
" I am not raping you. Besides you will love this,"
said Schuldich opening a mental connection between the
two. Aya hated this because usually his body failed
him. He could already feel the waves of arousal
emanating from the German. The German started laying
open mouthed kisses all over his chest and belly
before taking at taut nipple into his mouth. A groan
escaped Aya at the sensation. The sensation seemed
doubled with Schuldich’s mind linked to his.
" You like that?" said Schuldich looking up to see
Aya’s half-lidded eyes. Aya seemed beyond coherent
thought. Waves of sensations overwhelmed his senses
and he visibly relaxed in Schuldich’s hands.
Unbuttoning Aya’s pants, Schuldich carefully lowered
the garment before tossing it to the floor. Seeing
Aya flushed in the bed was much more than the German
could handle. He was now painfully hard and the
simple thought of taking the redhead making him groan.
" You are so beautiful," said Schuldich before taking
all of Aya’s length into his mouth. Schuldich could
hear the handcuffs shaking. Aya was shaking and
wanted to garb hold of something, anything to keep his
sanity. However, with what the German was doing to
him sanity seemed to shoot out the window.
" God…" groaned Aya when he felt his body reaching the
end. Suddenly, Schuldich stopped, Aya groaned.
" In a moment, but I just can’t wait any longer," said
Schuldich starting to lift Aya’s leg to stretch him.
Lubricating his fingers Schuldich inserted a finger
inside Aya. The redhead tensed at the feeling but it
wasn’t so bad after already being previously stretched
by Richard. When Schuldich hit that spot inside him,
his hips shot up and his body trembled. Schuldich
smiled at this. Aya felt his body out of control.
The channel that the German had opened between them
was heightening his sensations to the point that it
was almost unbearable. Lubricating himself Schuldich
positioned himself in Aya’s opening before shoving
into Aya to the hilt. Both groaned at the sensation.
Aya could feel Schuldich’s sensations of being in him
as well as fell Schuldich’s member filling him.
Schuldich started to move built up a rhythm that the
both could appreciate hitting that spot inside Aya
every time all the while pumping Aya’s member at the
same rhythm.
Reaching his limit Aya came groaning loudly. Feeling
Aya’s orgasm and Aya’s muscles constrict around proved
to be much more than the German could handle. With
one last painful thrust, Schuldich came buried deep
inside Aya. Schuldich collapsed on top of Aya and
after getting his thoughts back to normal rolled off
Aya. Aya groaned when he felt Schuldich pull out of
him.
" That was great," said Schuldich kissing Aya deeply.
Aya was still trying to get his thoughts back to
normal. Then effect of what he had just done hit him.
He broke the kiss.
" What’s the matter? Are you angry? You have to
understand that you didn’t do anything you didn’t wan
to," said Schuldich staring down at Aya.
" You used me. What the fuck do you care?" said Aya
feeling dirty. He wanted a shower.
Schuldich brushed Aya’s hair out of his face. He was
still connected to Aya therefore he could feel what
Aya was feeling.
" It’s okay. I didn’t mean to hurt you but just
hearing you and Richard… I’m sorry," said Schuldich
caressing Aya.
Yohji was getting worried. He didn’t know what to
think of this. Of course, Aya could be in hiding or
something. Ken and Omi were searching around the
hotel to see if Aya appeared but so far nothing. He
had no idea what to do. The ringing of his cell phone
attracted his attention.
" Hello?" said Yohji into the receiver hoping it was
Ken or Omi with some info.
* Balinese *
" What the fuck?" said Yohji. Nobody had called him
that for almost a year.
* I hear you are interested in finding a kitten,
Abyssian *
" Crawford?! What have you done to Aya?" asked Yohji
angry into the receiver.
* Nothing for now. However…*
" What’s the deal?" asked Yohji angry.
* Back off from your employer *
" Which one?" asked Yohji resigned. He had to get Aya
back no matter what.
* The German politician. You back off I give you my
word. *
" Do I have any choice?" asked Yohji looking at the
sky. It was getting dark.
* No you don’t. But if we get rid of you it will
raise a red flag. If you back off quietly we get our
job done and you get Abyssian back *
" He doesn’t deserve this," said Yohji referring to
the politician.
* We know but morality doesn’t pay the bills. I will
contact you at a later time *
Yohji stared at the cell phone before flipping it
shut.
" Damn it Aya. Why do you always get in trouble?"
said Yohji walking back to their house.
TBC