Title: Colours of my life
Author: Sardius
Category: Angst/Romance
Warnings: R for now (maybe NC-17 later)
Pairing: Yohji/Aya(Ran)
Disclaimer: I don’t own Weiss Kreuz, it belongs to its creator and company.
(sobs) if only they were mine….sniff sniff
Author’s Note: Well here it is! Ya for me! Finally wrote what happened
to my dear Ayan even though I hope its not disappointing for you guys. (Hides
behind desk) I would like to dedicate this chapter to Blume-chan for cheering
me on and giving me motivation to continue this fic as I believe I am not a
very good writer. My thanks to you. I hope you like it. Thanks for everyone’s
reviews. You are the reason I write.
Onto the fic~~~
// // mind talking
Aya’s thoughts
Chapter Four: My Last Hour
Hold me my love
Tell me your name
Whisper in my ear
Brush away my tears
Tell me my love
Am I still the same?
Would you still love me?
When everything’s changed
Forgive me my love
The tears you’ve shed
Through the darkness I seek
Could you trust me again?
Fujimiya Ran
We have a mission tonight. Manx came in to give us our report as we watched
the tape listening to our instruction given from Persia. We are to kill the
target, Dr Kitagawa tonight at the Grand Hotel. Apparently he had been using
certain rape drugs for his patients and using them as prostitute in his surgery.
I sighed. I’m in no mood to go on any mission tonight. Lately I could not stop
thinking about Yohji and what he said to me. He hasn’t spoken to me since last
night but even today at breakfast he looks at me waiting for my reaction. I
only nodded at him and continued to read the mission report.
The afternoon passes, as I sat down polishing my katana thinking about tonight’s
mission. Hn… another person is going to die from my hands. I have stop feeling
sorry for their loss, after all the only reason I’m in Weiss because of Aya
chan. Once she has wakened up, everything will be the same again.
A knock interrupts my thoughts. I put down my katana and opened the door. I
was not surprised to see Yohji standing outside waiting to be allowed to enter
my room. Since last night I have begun to look at him differently. I’ve known
I have shown more of myself in front of him than anyone else in the past few
months during my stay in Weiss. And mostly because… I trust him.
"What is it?" I asked.
He looks at me again with that seriousness in his eyes and spoke, "Aya can I
have a word with you for a sec?"
I turned around and walked back into my room leaving the unspoken invitation.
He automatically accepts the offer and closed the door behind him but the sound
of the lock wasn’t heard. He didn’t lock it this time. I didn’t realised I was
holding my breath until he finally broke the silence.
"Look Aya… are you sure you’re up to it tonight? I mean the rest of us can handle
it…..I don’t want you hurt or anything." He fidgets with his hair and stares
at the ground.
Nani? He doesn’t want me to be hurt? What is he talking about? Isn’t he going
to start telling me to stop being a cold headed bastard. Why all the sudden
change? I turned around and looked at him through my bangs.
I sighed. "I’ve already accepted the mission Yohji." I lowered my eyes; "There
is no need to worry about me."
"But Schwarz is going to be there tonight and it might be dangerous. Also you
don’t know what the guards gonna do…..and what if you…"
"Yohji what do you want?" I snapped. He stops blabbing and looks at me again.
"I want to go with you tonight."
My eyes widen. "Why? I can most certainly handle it on my own! I don’t need
your help!" I was annoyed. Does he think I am weak or something. Just because
I cried in front of him does not mean I’m fragile.
Lines were formed around his brows. "Damn it Aya! Can’t you just make it easier
for me just once."
I raised my eyebrow and looks at him questioningly.
"I don’t want you to get hurt okay! Let me come with you. At least you have
some backup."
He stops and looks at me, waiting for my reaction. Why is he caring about me
so much? What is he trying to do? I am not worth your time Yohji. I don’t want
to get hurt again. You said you don’t love me anyway so why are you trying so
hard to break me. Is that what you wanted? To see me crying in anguish and leave
me like Yuushi once did to me. Please Yohji…just leave me alone.
"Aya…you okay?"
Concerns were written all over his face. I must have zoom out for awhile because
I did not realised my hands were clutching tightly on my side.
"Do whatever you wish Yohji." I replied a bit harshly. "Now go. I have to get
change."
He stood there looking at me for a few more seconds and left my room. As the
door click shut I let out my breath and gathered my assassin gear.
However I never realised tonight is the last time everything will change.
* * * * *
"You know what you have to do right?" asked the American as he wiped his glasses
with a cloth, loading his gun. There was a chuckle in the room beside him, followed
by words flowing into his mind.
// Come on Bradley. I’ve never failed your duties before. Tonight I will have
my fun with my kitten. //
"Don’t disappoint me."
As the American shifted his glasses back on and walked out of his room, the
red headed stranger smirked and grabbed his gun on the table.
"Tonight is the end my kitten."
* * * * *
"Abyssinian, plan execute in 5 mins."
"Affirmative."
Aya unshed his katana and gripped it firmly in his hand. Just five minutes later
Dr Kitagawa would appeared and he would make his kill. I stood behind him watching
his every movement and darting my eyes across the hallway. I know something
bad is going to happen tonight. That is why I wanted to come along with Aya.
I wonder what he’s thinking at the moment? Is he still angry with me? Sure I
think he has forgiven me about that night’s encounter but still he says so very
little. I wish I knew what he was thinking. That night when he cried in my arms
I could feel every pain eliminating from his body. I have never seen anyone
with so much pain before; it was like he wanted to kill himself right then.
Who had hurt Aya so badly? I’ve known he always had hatred against Takitori
but that night I knew he was crying about something else. He kept screaming
and crying someone’s name over and over……
"Yohji?", I turned towards his voice and caught Aya starring at me, confusion
written in his eyes but was quickly vanished.
"The target will be here in about a minute. Take your place."
Aya shifted and decided to make his way closer to the target while I grabbed
onto his wrist. He turns around looks at me with his deep amethyst eyes that
told me everything and yet nothing.
"Be careful" I whispered.
He nods and disappeared down the hallway.
* * * * *
"AYA??!!!", I shouted. "God damn it Aya answer me!!!"
The explosion in the building has blocked off his communications. Pipes and
concrete were falling apart from the ceiling, windows were broken, glasses been
shattered onto the ground as I continued my search for the redhead. There were
smokes everywhere, fires erupting from all over the place, lighting up the starless
sky. I ran from one ally to another, one arm bleeding from a bullet wound and
blood gashing across my forehead. My chest hurts from exhaustion, my eyes stinging
from the smoke in the air as I screamed his name through my frantic search.
I did not know what happened. One minute Aya was rushing to kill the target
then all of a sudden an explosion erupted. I heard a scream knowing our target
is killed. Damn Aya for being a stubborn bastard! Even if he’s about to die
he still accomplished his mission. Fuck! Aya, where are you?
"Omi!" I shouted, fuck the codenames I need to fucking find Aya. "Where the
hell is he?"
Omi replies, his breathing rough and hitched," I tried contacting him many times.
He hasn’t answered me. I think we lost his communication."
Fuck! I swore. "Omi, you and Ken get the hell outta here and meet us back at
the carpark."
"Yohji! What the hell? What about you?" screamed Ken as he and Omi fought their
way out of the building.
"Don’t worry about me. I have to find Aya."
With that I switched all communication off and continue my search for the redhead.
God please let him be alive.
* * * * *
Everything seems to blur into my eyes as I ducked from the explosion. I didn’t
realise where I was or what had happen but only one thought crosses my mind.
Yohji….
I staggered onto my feet but my head was spinning like hell. I could tell from
my sight that someone was standing in front of me. His red hair framing his
features, a smirk written on his face. He looks down at me, amusement in his
eyes.
// So we meet again Fujimiya…. Only this time it will be your last chance. //
"Schuldig…." I hissed. "You bastard…" I swung my katana helplessly as I tried
to regain my focus. What is happening? Why is everything shifting around me?
// My my kitten. Even when you are about to die you still don’t give up easily
don’t you…. It’s a pity you don’t even get to see your pretty Balinese now.
//
"What the fuck are you talking about? What does this have to do with Yohji!?"
"Tck…I know everything kitten", his jade eyes gleamed as the fire reflected
on his face," You love him. It’s as simple as that. You just don’t know it yourself…
Instead you spent the whole of your life avenging your family, killing in the
name of your imouto…" his smirked widen, "but in the end you have achieved nothing…..you
know why?"
He bent down and whispered in my ear," Because you and I are the same. We are
both guilty."
"STOP!!!!!!", I screamed. I pushed him away, swinging my katana aimlessly. He
flinches from my blown and grabs onto my hair, yanking my head up. He smiled.
// I can stop all your pain Ran…. just give up // He raised his gun to my forehead.
"AYA!!!!!!!"
I turned towards the voice. I see Yohji running towards me, his eyes locking
with mine. For one instinct images flashed before my eyes, images of Yohji,
the way he smiled at me, his laughter when he jokes, his emotional jade eyes
when he’s serious, his silky blonde hair…..
and my feelings…towards him…….Yohji
I reached out to him.
The German gripped my hair tighter as my eyes slowly begin to lose focus. He
presses something against my temple, each word piercing into my heart.
"Goodbye Fujimiya Ran."
And he pulls the trigger.
Every noise in the universe came rushing into my ears. I felt myself falling
as the images of Yohji shattered in my mind.
"AYA!!!!!"
His voice….who?…. his voice seems so far away
"Yohji…….", I whispered, his image fluttering in and out of my eyes as I collapsed
into my own pool of blood.
Forever abandoned in the darkness.
* * * * *
A smirked lingered on the German’s lips as he looked down at the once Fujimiya
Ran. He walked away from the dead body, his footstep unnoticed, and made his
report to his lover.
// Mission accomplished //
~TBC~
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