Author: Max Ikari
Pairings: Yohji/Aya.
Warnings: NC-17, Lemon, violence, adult language, adult
situations, some AU. This is a sequel to Inner Trinity. I
wasn’t going to write a sequel but the end saddened so many
people that I decided to try something else. Hope I don’t
ruin it further.
Genre: Angst, romance, some sap.
[ ] Inner thoughts
/ / Mind Talking
Spent Night
//So dark. I wish Gendo would let me go out. The only
thing I can do is watch. It breaks my heart. I want him
so much, my soul hurts with want, as much as the fraction
of the soul that I have can. Gendo says I am still a kid,
but…I am not a kid, I want him. //
" The boy is growing."
"I know that Ryo. There is nothing he can do about it, he
obeys me."
" Well he obeyed you, that is until he started wanting
Yohji."
" He will be controlled."
" He is growing faster that you expected, hmm? What are
you going to do about it?"
" Shut up. He will be controlled."
" Hey Aya, Aya," said Yohji softly, while shaking his
lover. The blonde had been sleeping comfortably, that is
until Aya started mumbling.
" Aya," said Yohji a little louder this time. Aya jerked
awake almost throwing the blonde of the bed in the process.
" Jesus Aya! What is wrong?" asked Yohji when he saw how
wide the redhead’s eyes were. He was afraid of something,
but when he took a breath the latter regained his
composure.
" Sorry," said Aya dragging a hand through his face. " I
think I was having a nightmare. I need some water." Yohji
watched his lover get up and put on a white T-shirt before
walking out of the room. Lately the redhead had been
acting weird and it worried Yohji to no ends. It was
almost as the same symptoms that appeared before he had
noticed that Aya had multiple personalities, but that had
been almost two years ago. They had been living together
ever since. Sometimes it wasn’t the best arrangement with
Aya being a perfectionist and getting angry every time he
left a mess. Aya technically still was supposed to still
be living with Ken and Omi, but after a while they realized
that Aya spent more time at Yohji’s apartment than anything
else, and since Ken and Omi had a relationship of their
own…
" Hey Aya are you okay?" called Yohji when Aya still hadn’t
come back to bed.
" Hai," said Aya appearing in the doorway with a glass of
water. " Do you want some water?"
" Sure," said Yohji smiling. He loved how innocent Aya
looked when he was sleepy. He had told Aya once only to
have the redhead throw him off the bed.
" Here," said Aya thrusting the glass at him before
crawling back into bed. Yohji faced Aya and started
trailing his fingers gently across Aya’s lips, the redhead
gave a sleepy smile in return.
" Yohji I want to sleep," said Aya almost in a pout.
" I am not doing a thing, only thinking how much I love the
taste of your lips," said Yohji getting closer so he could
trail his lips across Aya’s.
" I would think you should be used to it by now," said Aya
opening his eyes to look at him.
" Never,"
" Always talking nonsense," said Aya closing his eyes.
Yohji just kept watching him. He loved watching Aya sleep,
it was the only time he could see all the redhead’s
barriers collapse. Even though they had a really good
relationship, Aya was always guarded around him. The only
other time when Aya let himself go was when they were in
the heat of passion.
" You know I will never get tired of you,"
Aya’s answer was a small smile.
" Yohji get up," snapped Aya picking up some of Yohji’s
clothes. " If you are going to throw all your clothes in
the floor, you should pick them up."
" I will, I will," said Yohji yawning. " I have told you
not to pick my clothes, but you always do and then you get
pissed off."
Aya stopped picking up the clothes and dropped them on the
floor before leaving the room.
" You know what I don’t give a fuck," said Aya suddenly
burning with rage. " It’s like I am your fucking wife! I
am not a woman and I won’t act like one."
" Hey Aya wait…" said Yohji trying to get into some pants
but the redhead had already left the apartment. Not that
Yohji could blame him, Aya was still going to school (his
last year of college) working as an intern for a banking
firm and having a relationship with him. The redhead spent
about 99% of the time stressed about his relationship with
him because he acted like a dumbass most of the time. By
the time Yohji got into some pants and a shirt the redhead
was long gone. Entering the kitchen he saw that the
redhead had prepared breakfast as he usually did. It only
served to make Yohji feel all the worse. [I will surprise
him today.] And with that the blonde happily started eating
his breakfast.
Aya was pissed which made him grip the wheel of his black
BMW until his knuckles turned white. He was so confused.
Last night he had been awaken by Yohji saying he was
mumbling in his sleep, but the strangest part of that dream
was that he was talking to himself. Actually another
version of himself.
************************Flashback***************************
" What…"
" You were created to fulfill Aya’s role but now I can take
over."
" Take over what?"
"Yohji…"
************************Flashback***************************
The honking of the cars behind him brought Aya out of his
reverie and he turned into the college. The day didn’t
get better after that. He kept thinking back as to the
weirdness of the dream, and the fact that it had bothered
him so much. The worst part of it all is that he felt as
if there was some amount of truth, as if the dream was
telling him something he had always known. That he was not
real but in fact a creation of someone else, it could also
explain the fact as to why he lost track of time sometimes.
It usually was when Yohji was not around, but he noticed.
He would be doing homework or filling out bill forms and
when he came to his homework would be done or something
like that. It was always the same.
" Having a day in the clouds Mr. Fujimiya?" said the
professor. Aya blinked once, twice until he noticed that
the professor was addressing him.
" Yes?" asked Aya trying not to show his embarrassment at
being called upon.
" I was saying Mr. Fujimiya that we are having a day in the
clouds aren’t we?" said the professor amused. Snickers
could be heard from some of his classmates.
" Sorry, had a rough night," was all Aya contributed to the
subject before the professor resumed his lesson plan.
When the class was done, the redhead walked out and almost
groaned out loud when he noticed Umi following him.
Umi was a petite dark haired girl with blue eyes that
always kept insisting on going for a cup of coffee. The
redhead had entreated her by going with her about three
times, after Yohji found out Aya decided to stop it. It
had actually been kind of funny when Yohji saw him walking
with the girl and had started teasing him about it. The
blonde was jealous but was too proud to admit it.
" Hey Aya," said Umi. "How was your weekend? I tried
calling you to ask you if you wanted to go to the beach but
I couldn’t find your phone number in the student
directory."
" It’s because I didn’t list it," said Aya seriously. He
really was not in the mood of having a conversation.
Walking towards his car, he stopped when he noticed Yohji
leaning in the car.
" Hay Aya," said Yohji, eyes narrowing when he noticed Umi
again. " Care to introduce me to your friend?"
" This is Umi," said Aya trying not to sound angry. He was
still angry about this morning, Yohji could notice from his
tone of voice. " Umi this is Yohji."
" Hello Yohji. By the way this guy acts I almost thought
he had no friends," said Umi smiling. "Well I guess I am
going to go, but here is my number. Call me if you need
anything and maybe this weekend we could go out or
something, kay? See ya tomorrow Aya."
" Bye Umi," said Aya giving her a small smile. Aya watched
as Umi left still not ready to face Yohji.
" You like her?" asked Yohji out of the blue, he looked
angry.
" Don’t start," said Aya opening his car to put his bags in
the seat. " I am not in the mood. What are you doing
here?"
" Thought maybe you would want to go out and have some
lunch," said Yohji getting closer than what Aya was
comfortable being in public.
" Okay, where’s your car?" asked Aya looking for the
latter’s car.
" It’s at the shop. I told you yesterday…" said Yohji
smiling while he got into the passenger seat. Aya had
started to deny it but the truth was that he wasn’t so
sure. Maybe Yohji had told him and he had just forgotten.
" Sorry, I forgot," said Aya turning on the car. " Where
are we going?"
" Well it all depends on how much time you have," said
Yohji grinning. Aya recognized that smile.
" No Yohji," said Aya seriously. " I have to be at work in
about three hours, so you better not make me late."
" Okay, I was just kidding," said Yohji smiling. " Let’s
go to Benedict’s."
" I could swear you eat from there everyday," said Aya
stopping at the light.
" Aya…hey I am sorry about this morning," said Yohji
glancing at the redhead.
" It’s okay. I was just tired," said Aya.
" You look like it," said Yohji. " You know what let’s
just get the food to go and you can get some sleep."
" Okay,"
After they ate, Aya went to take an hour nap. Yohji stood
at the entrance of their room just looking at the redhead.
Sometimes he felt so much love for this man it scared him,
it made him wonder what Aya saw in him. That’s why when he
saw Aya with that girl in made him so angry. The redhead
could have any girl he wanted and yet he stayed with him.
" Yohji…"
Yohji turned to look at the figure on the bed that was
watching him half-amused. " Don’t think so hard."
" Funny," said Yohji sitting at the edge of the bed. " How
are you feeling?"
" Better," said Aya stretching and giving Yohji a small
smile. Yohji gave Aya a small kiss before getting up,
however, Aya’s hand stopped him.
" Are you angry?" asked Aya. It seemed so unlike him to
ask that. Usually he waited until Yohji came out of it by
himself. The redhead didn't like to show too much
emotions." Are you angry about Umi?"
" No… well I was. Sometimes I just wonder why you put up
with me," said Yohji grinning.
" I wonder the same thing," said Aya before kissing him.
Yohji kept on kissing the redhead. That’s what he had
wanted anyway, but Aya had stopped him before. However,
since the redhead was starting it, who was he to fight?
He started kissing the redhead with enough fervor to quiet
down his doubts. If Aya didn’t want him, he wouldn’t let
Yohji do this to him.
" Yohji…please take it all away," the redhead breathed into
Yohji’s ear. The blonde was more than happy to comply. He
started removing his own clothes before crawling into bed
with Aya. The redhead was only wearing pajama bottoms, he
removed those and positioned himself in between Aya’s legs,
groaning when he felt Aya’s erection against his. He could
hear Aya’s breath hitching at every touch, which was making
him painfully hard.
" Faster…" breathed Aya making Yohji lose all self-control
and go faster. Aya didn’t want him to be gentle, he just
wanted to forget his nightmare, and he wanted to feel alive
again.
Yohji lowered his head kissing Aya and then progressing to
kiss his jaw an neck before biting while rubbing his
erection against Aya, Aya responded by wrapping his legs
around Yohji’s torso bringing their bodies closer. Yohji
groaned aloud.
" Aya…stop doing that," said Yohji trying to get his
breathing under control.
" Doing what?" asked Aya amused and wrapped his legs
tighter against Yohji.
" You asked for it," said Yohji while he lubricated his
manhood before sliding into Aya without stretching him.
Aya sucked in a painful breath before crying out when Yohji
hit that spot within him that always made him lose control.
Arching of the bed, Aya gripping Yohji’s shoulders almost
painfully, but at the moment the blonde didn’t care. They
started building a rhythm together, Aya rising to meet hi
halfway, until Aya’s body convulsed and he came spilling
his seed between their sweat slicked bodies before going
limp. Yohji gripped Aya’s hips painfully fulfilling
himself in the redhead’s body before falling on top of him.
" Thanks," said Aya embracing Yohji.
" For what?" grinned Yohji. " Are you going to work?"
" Shit!" said Aya disentangling himself from Yohji before
going into the bathroom and turning on the showerhead.
" This time it was not my fault!" yelled Yohji laughing.
Aya took a quick shower cursing himself for falling asleep
and getting distracted. Getting out of the shower he
passed a hand through the condensed mirror to see his
reflection, and smiled. He looked okay and a slight blush
spread across his cheeks knowing why. Grabbing his
toothbrush he was about to put it in his mouth when he was
startled by the reflection. It was him, but not him at the
same time. The reflection was smiling at him, a mixture of
innocence and cockiness.
He’s mine.
Aya’s eyes widened, it was the same person of his dream.
"Leave me alone."
He’s mine and you can’t do anything about it.
"Leave me alone," said Aya putting his hands on his head
that had started throbbing.
You can’t tell him. He will think you are crazy and lock
you up again.
" No, no, no…leave me alone," hissed Aya, a detached part
of his mind noticing that blood was running down the
mirror.
" Are you okay, Aya?" asked Yohji knocking on the door.
" Yeah, I just broke the mirror by mistake," said Aya
trying to sound casual while looking around for something
to stop the bleeding.
" Are you sure you are okay?"
" Yeah, I will be right out," said Aya turning to look at
the mirror again that showed his fragmented reflection.
TBC